Whispering Thoughts

Whispering thoughts to you

Sometimes it’s inappropriate to call or text you

Regardless of what life is

I never talk to you outta revenge

Whatever I give you is sincere

Ignoring others actions

Never with thoughts of their inaction

Unfortunately over the years

I’ve learned to live differently

Separately my life into pieces

Because no one wanted all of me

I give each person what they need

But who…

But you…

Cares about the whole me….

Whispering thoughts of you

There is this serenity

That without notice

Hindsight will get to me

Avoiding a tangled destiny

I will say one word too many

Then suddenly

That energy I use for dependency

It will no longer be available to me

I will be holding in the tears

Knowing it’s out of love

That you had to disappear

Left with unanswered calls

No response from text at all

No more images from IG….

Whispering thoughts with you

Caught myself saying good night to you

No one heard it but I meant it

As if I could force sounds

To travel hundreds of miles

It reached your ears

And then you smiled

I am tied into the universe

But it is only on a unique frequency

I feel and think about people

If and Only if they truly love me

Love is such a variety of things

But I will take whatever love you have

I am selfishly not ready

For this love to pass….

Whispering thoughts about you

Some days it’s all I can do

Normally I want to know you’re OK

Want to know how the day treated you

But there is nothing I could really say

You got this.  Like you had this.

Telling me about things

Sometimes it’s just totally useless

And I trust you to tell me when you need me

There’s no need to hover uncomfortably

I cannot love your strength one day

Then hate that you are strong in the next breath

So I do what I do

I ensure that no matter what

You know I’m here for you