Emotion

Fear

Such an awful thing to feel

Trying to unravel thoughts

Wonder materialized

Do I speak too much

combining truth and fantasy

Delicately finding words

Self-reflecting on hidden meaning

Millions of words To give

But I wouldn’t write another

If I lost my friend…

Pain

Spiritually we are intertwined

Living very few days without thrones

That prickly feeling sticking me

Reminding me of what’s wrong

Regardless of the shit I talk

I rather leave first than be left

Something about making the decision

It lessens the pain for me

Still creates that void in me

But I am avoiding memorable tears

If I lost my friend….

Love

Inspiring lyrics out of the ether

Encouraging actions with potential energy

Providing me unique ability

Literally seeing word clouds flying by

As fast as I can

I’m Grabbing them

Adding them with a pen to the mix

Orchestrating the manifestation of thought

Believing this is releasing anxiety

There is nothing left inside of me

It’s how I define peace

Completely open with no filter

Executing relentlessly

Smiling as an outlet for future success

And you are right there with me

But it would end terribly

If I lost my friend….

Joy

Heard of such a thing

As if it is something to it

A climax to achieve

The celebration of something unique

But my achievements are based differently

Escalating self created psychological warfare

I never expect people to be there

So I avoid situations of dependency

Able to walk away instantly

So I cannot figure out

Why I treat you differently?

I reach out periodically

Even when you pull back

To make sure you and your family are intact

I wait patiently

Never a thought to disappear

Never consider that you left me

Why do I view you differently?

It’s based on similarities

You can step away instantly

You don’t need me

It is by choice than a dependency

You want me in your life

Digesting that

Got me thinking twice

It is that feeling that I’m feeling

Being wanted Not just needed

That is what I’ve been missing

Now that I know it

Can’t go back from it

But I’d stop it all in a second

If I lost my friend.