Gentle talk coming my way, what you doing? how’s your day? Gently turned deep. REAL DEEP. REAL QUICK. Constant reminder of reality. Heart hurting. Mind gone. Anticipating the normal ol song.
Peace, where can I find you.
Pain, want no parts of you.
I, just didn’t know it was real
Now, it’s gone, I hate how it feels.
Trying to think this through, living for today is what I thought I was suppose to do. Now I’m confused. Wanted to believe in what we could do. No disrespect. Always the hurting truth. Heart is inside out, what to do.
Peace, where can I find you.
Pain, want no parts of you.
I, just didn’t know it was real
Now, it’s gone, I hate how it feels.
I felt free. Happily wrote poetry. Haven’t done a real smile since the last century. Now its all gone. What’s wrong? Tears come down. Living in the now, I can’t do you. Pain too intense, can barely breath. Voice goes silent, Just wish I could sleep.
Peace, where can I find you.
Pain, want no parts of you.
I, just didn’t know it was real
Now, it’s gone, I hate how it feels.
My hands so dirty can’t even hug you. Burden so heavy hard to love you. Hard to know my life fits into a week, now that I’m open I feel so weak. Pain, my old friend. Sad that your back again. But at least I know you, and we know how to be together forever.
Peace, where can I find you.
Pain, want no parts of you.
I, just didn’t know it was real
Now, it’s gone, I hate how it feels.
Sy Bryant 