Now What

Now What
In the midst of it all,
I realize everything about you
is what I want most of all
Knowing I will never have you
breaks me and opens me
up to empty places,
same faces and the same ole
lonely me

Looking for ways to
find and fill a void
sends me back
to everything I no longer need
I really want and deserve so much more
So in the meanwhile
I’ll continue on
doing me
moving on
Lost, empty, emotionally

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