The fantasy encapsulated me
The reality questioned me
Have no idea where I am
Knowing everyday I am what I am
Intrinsically it’s heavenly
Inevitably it’s just me

The fantasy enraged me
The reality related me
Created an unreal world
Completed with unbridled perils
False expectations
Sitting here just waiting

The fantasy ain’t the only means
The reality looking good in them jeans
Admiring from my side view
My O My, wide eye
Lusting for continuations
Lost in situations

The fantasy ain’t what it seems
The reality murdering my dreams
Nocturnally embattled
Striking forward Unraveled
Loosen within confinement
Realized I’m dormant