I should be sleeping
But my mind won’t rest
Keep replaying today
Our conversation from today
Wondering how you feeling
How are you dealing
Cause some days
My heart hurts
When I know
The whole day will pass
And I won’t see that ass
I should be sleeping
But I still have stuff on my mind
Need to get this out
Truth please set me free
Please allow her to see
That I’m in love
With her love
Loving that love
That she gives relentlessly
Without judgement
Without cruelty
Purely love
Sweet destiny
I should be sleeping
But I need you to listen
I would give it all up
Every day
The most joyous day
The happiest week
The longest night
Milestone after milestone
I would give it all up
For a chance to rewind time
To tell you this from the beginning
To tell you you are the shit
And I fucked Up
And missed it.
I should be sleeping
But I’m here trying to live
But it’s different when
You have to fight to live
When you ain’t enjoying life
You are just a part of life
Incomplete, unfocused
Transverse time as if there is time
Awaiting the end, because the past passed
Seeing that parallel timeline
Plotting intricate plots
Plotting to jump to that line
That line where we are together
Talking shit
Blending shit
Rolling shit
Smoking shit