At My Lowest

At my lowest

Looking up at you

Somehow I know

You feel this too

This anguish

It’s controlling me

Don’t know what I do

If you weren’t here with me

At my lowest

I depend on you

Somehow I knew

I could share with you

And after it all

Still have each other

Whatever you need

Give me a call

At my lowest

I know this

You can’t count on me

Barely making it

Guilt is perplexing me

Recognizing inevitability

Knowing right, but

Doing wrong eventually

At my lowest

You looking down on me

Feeling of disappointment

It’s crushing me

Wondering through this

As if there was a hope

Doing anything

Unable to cope