I keep wishing for words

Hoping for something different

Wishing I was a free as a bird

But now even my daydreams are indifferent

Losing my consciousness in thirds

As if life is insignificant

I stay wishing for opportunity

Staring into the blue sky

Ignoring my own impunity

Cannot even look in my own eyes

Lost my entire mind truthfully

Unable to say goodbye

I keep wishing for peace

Thinking if I could just breathe

Seeing more bodies deceased

Hope feels like it’s underneath

Faith cannot find a release

The anger is grinding my teeth

I stay wishing for reality

Dreams consume Everything

Impatience becomes the marquee

Praying for anything

Losing my sanity by degrees

Living with the guilt of everything