I keep wishing for words
Hoping for something different
Wishing I was a free as a bird
But now even my daydreams are indifferent
Losing my consciousness in thirds
As if life is insignificant
I stay wishing for opportunity
Staring into the blue sky
Ignoring my own impunity
Cannot even look in my own eyes
Lost my entire mind truthfully
Unable to say goodbye
I keep wishing for peace
Thinking if I could just breathe
Seeing more bodies deceased
Hope feels like it’s underneath
Faith cannot find a release
The anger is grinding my teeth
I stay wishing for reality
Dreams consume Everything
Impatience becomes the marquee
Praying for anything
Losing my sanity by degrees
Living with the guilt of everything