Tag: death

  • Eternity

    Eternity

    Eternity of vengeance

    Lays beneath my skin

    Absorbing every pain

    Every situation I’m in

    Gently gliding fluidly

    Patiently feeling unity

    Eternity of envy

    Admiring possessive beings

    building their happiness

    Creatively framing this

    Projecting different opportunities

    Anxiety of empty dreams

    Eternity of forgiveness

    Voided understanding

    Impossibility treating you differently

    Imagining you didn’t damage

    Awoke inner savage

    Hardened into hatefulness

    Eternity of kindness

    Sweet summer breeze

    Surf rising below your knees

    Remembering the hatefulness

    Accepting gracefulness

    Rejecting the peace in this

    Once or twice you can blame someone else,

    But when it’s routine you gotta blame yourself.

  • Counting Up Missed Opportunities

    Counting Up Missed Opportunities

    Counting up missed opportunities

    Somehow they didn’t become dear to me

    When you were here

    Life was forever

    So there was always another opportunity

    Then the life I was expecting

    Didn’t become reality

    And all those words

    Each thought

    Every dream

    Just turned into a fantasy

    Counting up missed opportunities

    Reflecting on personal interactions

    As if they were just simple transactions

    Debits and credits constantly

    Managing self fulfilling accounts

    Never took into account

    That one day the coffers would be empty

    Hearing the words didn’t scare me

    Just left me empty

    They said you were gone

    But no one said what was wrong

    Counting up missed opportunities

    Convincing myself

    Everything happens for a reason

    Telling myself

    God doesn’t make mistakes

    Looking in the mirror

    Hoping to see strength

    Instead of this reality

    I absolutely want to avoid the ceremony

    I think it’s called paying our last respects

    Instead I turned off everything I had left

    Counting up missed opportunity

    Admitting each mistake I’ve made

    Making vain promises

    That I will never be in this situation again

    Promising to tell everyone I love them

    Promising to make time while they are here

    Promising that nothing material will interfere

    Promising that this pain will end

    Yet I stand over this casket

    Tears breaking through

    Realizing every one of my sins