So close to lighting up
Every time a request come up
Cause when I
Request something of you
Rejection, pacification its how we do
Yet if it ain’t for me
You quickly have words for me
Priorities set real clear
Plan to me
Pain so near
At my last strike
You don’t even know
How I’m doing
Never ask, nor care
Dissolving away
With no fear
At least you have
Someone that cares
Me, I here
But ain’t no one else here
Fuse is getting real short
Already lit
And I’m seeing it
Just dwindle away
So quickly
Like a brick wall
Just hit me
Into a reactive state
Catalyst ain’t too late
Sparking me into reality
Timer ticking away
Feel it slipping away
All my conscience that’s controlling me
Fading away into the natural me
Purely evil with selfish intent
Primal instinct is what I meant
Evil ego won’t let it go
Revenge is needed
For me to let it go
Forgiveness is ignorance
Sy Bryant 