Use to see you with pride

Now you have

something to hide

just doesn’t feel real

Not sure how to feel

Lost in this hesitation

Deep in this contemplation….

Social media tormenting me

All these images

Taking hold on me

Just casual pictures

No where near offensive

But just as decisive

It’s just that feeling I feel

Use to believe in you

Use to really love you

Use to believe in you

Do anything for you

Use to

Use to

Use to love you

Know it is time

Keep reminding myself

Need to let go

Keep telling myself

Our last goodbye

Losing my mind

Yet I stay thinking

You stay on my mind

Having conversations with you

Like you really here

Can’t be drugs

I stay clear

Is it psychosis that got me fucked up

Staring into thin air

Like it’s something there

All I really know

Is you ain’t here

Use to believe in you

Use to really love you

Use to believe in you

Do anything for you

Use to

Use to

Use to love you

Why me

Why you

Use to believe in you

Use to need you

Use to want you

Use to

Use to love you