Felt it leave
As surprisingly as it arrived
Suddenly couldn’t close my eyes
Tear drops damaging the phone
Still trying to type
But my will is gone

Felt it start
Didn’t know what it was
Didn’t realize it was Love
Grief like a fallen bird
Straight down
Not one word

Felt it
Expressed it
Using verse to make it work
Now pretending
My will is unhurt
This awful feeling

Felt it
Holding me all night
Pushing through
If blaming me,
gives you serenity
Blame me for everything.