Trying with all my will

Trying with all my will
Hoping to maintain this deal
For far too long
It’s been hard to stay strong
Overly dependable and suitable
Going through travesty
Like I was a your majesty

Trying with all my will
Accepting life’s deal
With all its joy and pain
Some of it left me
With everlasting stains
Yet I hold it all in
Only way to win

Trying with all my will
Avoiding every drug, every pill
Non-alcoholic drinks
Just naturally sit and think
Every decision made
Imagining a different reality
No matter what, it’s still me

Trying with all my will
Watching clouds traverse
Seeking into hip hops classic verse
Trying not to lose my head
Some mornings I wake up dead
Piecing this life like weather
Each revolution forever