Trying with all my will
Hoping to maintain this deal
For far too long
It’s been hard to stay strong
Overly dependable and suitable
Going through travesty
Like I was a your majesty

Trying with all my will
Accepting life’s deal
With all its joy and pain
Some of it left me
With everlasting stains
Yet I hold it all in
Only way to win

Trying with all my will
Avoiding every drug, every pill
Non-alcoholic drinks
Just naturally sit and think
Every decision made
Imagining a different reality
No matter what, it’s still me

Trying with all my will
Watching clouds traverse
Seeking into hip hops classic verse
Trying not to lose my head
Some mornings I wake up dead
Piecing this life like weather
Each revolution forever