The night is my worst enemy, with its shadows of mystery trying to get me. The darkness knows […]
Category Archive: Fatherless
Maintaining the wrong expectations Forcing myself into beliefs Believing that everyone always strives to improve Believing that everybody […]
So close to lighting up Every time a request come up Cause when I Request something of you […]
Seeing you lying there Unwilling to accept reality Life wasn’t intended to be fair Endless cycle of the […]
Eternity of vengeance Lays beneath my skin Absorbing every pain Every situation I’m in Gently gliding fluidly Patiently […]
Existing in this moment Lost for a moment Forget every moment That I loved for a moment Slowly […]
And I’m running around Crazily into the mystery Pretending I can make Something more of me As if […]
Waiting on the steps From the dawn of light Anticipating the excitement From last night Plans was made […]
Yearning solitude Pursuing anyone Irrelevant person Desperate attention Selfish attitude Invaded peace Limited proximity Desperate attention Affiliated quiet […]
Got so many demons Of shit About people leaving And shit When people stay around I’m out the […]
Peace God I’m not trying to interrupt Just sharing some insight Hopefully we can reconcile Grant me just […]
Cannot explain this hole in me I open up the old albums for 1983 The smile looked real […]
YOU LEFT ME DAD. As an toddler you never gave me a chance to say Da-Da, but I […]
Disappointed in resentment Unforeseen fulfillment Understanding the resilience Unequivocally connected to resistance Progressing through darkness Trudging past the […]
I lost you I mean I lost me What I am trying to say Is there are times […]
Feeling like I’ve been pulled together Randomly The father and mother are clear But he was never here […]
Unknowingly Entered into a different state of mind What if your words were true And life would be […]
Ever felt like everything you believed was a lie It’s like you realize in hindsight Nothing was real, […]
Time gone. And every time the past comes to the present, I can feel the present being wasted […]
So long a part of me, that now I find energy from misery. It’s a daily affirmation making […]
Sigh for a smile Remembering when I Would sigh out of frustration As an emotional release Opening the […]
Ride….. As far as possible. There is no time or speed quest. Just a feeling of emptiness. Striving […]
Kept thinking I could escape my past Find a way to end the wrath I thought the longer […]
The bottomless pit That envy Consuming mortality Focused externally Believing I’m not who I claim to be Claiming […]
Recognized it quickly Early on in childhood Ninety houses on one street I was one of the few […]
Before focusing on ourself Consider what we are projecting That our unique ability Indicates we are the very […]
Every day is a blessing and a curse I remember every single thing Literally like it was yesterday […]
I mean Look at all I have done You stay on my ass But won’t let me pass […]
It wasn’t until that day I knew I fucked up And the world reminded me Momentarily Paralyzed in […]
Sometimes Just sitting here Just writing it all out All the things I should say Everything that I […]
Forgiveness? I heard about you People stay talking about you Telling me I need to meet you Somehow […]
Experiencing things Differently As if different choices were made Imaging the differences as reality Now I’m stuck on […]
Prayed for rain, Now I’m standing in mud Really thought I knew what I wanted. It was dry […]
