I was using you
Creating fantasy
Trying to get through life
Never asked if it was ok with you
Pinged you
Intent to make you feel good
Just to make me feel good for helping you
You was right

I am focused on me
Self abnegation fills me
And I have no intent
On anything less
Must confess
Sacrificed so much self
Have no interest in anyone else
You was right

I do pass on
What God passing through me
That’s the full extent
That’s all it will be
Never met someone
That was there for me
Purely a lie
You was right

People that reach out to me
I don’t reach back
It’s like I’m looking
Seeking something
Not intended for me
Instead of passing all God’s word
Have to start keeping some for myself
You was right