Years of Tears

Years of tears
Letting every drop
Build up
Hold it in
Containing it
Letting evaporation
Evaporate every sin
Take away each pain

Years of tears
The dam is well maintained
Always with
A smile on the face
Hiding every disgrace
Left thinking
How to hide everything
As if I don’t feel a thing

Years of tears
In the pit of despair
Feeling the void
Lost energy
Everything leaving me
Any possibility to see
Something new
Old world view

Years of tear
And every few years
I release these tears
Flushing out everything
Lost in this fantasy
As if pain is temporary
Pretending in this
No end to this