Love of Pain

The pain

It is so routine

When it flickers a bit

Dissolved in an instant

What does it mean?

Held it closely

Personally guarded secret

Smiling easily

Behind closed doors

Feeding the beast

Waking up in laughter

Strangely irrelevant

Searching for the pain

I do readily accepted

Now I’m left indebted

Opening curtains

Feeling the morning gaze

Mind is unlimited

Seeing the new day

Anchors aweigh

The shadow lures me

The comfort of darkness

No witnesses to witness

The marvelous emotion

That love of pain