Opened the door
And I walked in
Not even a presence
Felt like I loss
My last friend
Watching everything I did
Lead to this wasteful state
Wasting time redoing
Wasting energy pursuing
Trying reluctantly
Trying to continue
When nothing is in me
Just need to get this out
Eating me up inside
Losing it all
Tryna maintain my pride

I keep thinking
I keep dreaming
Living this imaginary life
Loving, pain and strife
I keep going
I keep knowing
Love is pain
Yet I
Keep doing the same

Thinking thoughts
That I never thought
The past keeps grabbing me
Like it is the best of me
Reliving every past thing
Blinded in the present
Lost every present
Because I already know
The future song wants me
So I close my eyes
Accepting the pain I despise
Not a tear will fall
Even after I give my all
The world has nothing left to take
Cause everything I am
I have already forsaken
There is no more
That can be taken
In my last breath
Gave you
All that I had left

I keep thinking
I keep feeling
Love is pain
Love is pain
I keep thinking
I keep feeling
Love is pain
Love is pain
Yet I
Keep doing the same