It ain’t easy….

Close enough to touch you

Cant even feel you

So distant….

Long memories

Just you and me

It ain’t easy…

Speaking life into this

Reality amiss

Nightmares of dreams

Nothing’s fair

Finite future

Instant history

That’s you and me

Slowly closed my eyes

Future can’t rise

Inevitable pain

Thunderous rain

Hiding every tear

Surrounded in fear

Desperate years

It ain’t easy….

Close enough to touch you

Cant even feel you

So distant….

Long memories

Just you and me

It ain’t easy…

Minimal breathing

heart still beating

Paranoid thoughts

Running blindly

Exhausting me

Where’s happiness for me?

It ain’t easy

Who’s there to please me

Giving everything within me

Striving desperately

And I am relentlessly

Running with all my heart

Exhausting all my energy

But it ain’t easy

It ain’t easy….

Close enough to touch you

Cant even feel you

So distant….

Long memories

Just you and me

It ain’t easy…