Tired

Seeing you breathing

Like you deserve to be here

All I see is the pain

from you being here

What is it

That we’re trying to do

Looking at our years,

the dismal, the few

This ain’t what you promised to do

Holding on with my heart…

On this last nerve

just wont do….

Holding on with my heart…

On that last nerve

just wont do….

Just tired of you

What about

What you said it would be

Once believed in eternity

Wondering if pain is infinity

Mental lapse judging me

Stars in the distant

Giving me hope

in an instant

Something burning

for so long

Could it be so wrong

Holding on with my heart…

On this last nerve

just wont do….

Holding on with my heart…

On that last nerve

just wont do….

Just tired of you

Scratching my brow

In disbelief

Feeling like you just using me

Trying to recall everything

Cannot remember doing anything

That I wanted to do

Am I that laid back

Or just that whack

That I couldn’t see this coming true

Reminiscing through thoughts

Counting up all the hurt

Holding on with my heart…

On this last nerve

just wont do….

Holding on with my heart…

On that last nerve

just wont do….

Just tired of you