I don’t want to be here
I don’t want to be anywhere
Anywhere that is required Of me
It never lets me just be me
Let me exist in the shadow
Periodically wanting me to interject
As if I’ve always been here
I don’t want to be here
Don’t want any sense of responsibility
Don’t want any bill to call upon me
Don’t want to be dependent upon
Just want to breathe every day until the sun is gone
Just want to breathe every day under moonlight
Seeing waves caress my blight
I don’t want to be here
Where people say hello before my name
Where there’s an expectation that I do the same
Where everyday is not really for me
Cause someone somewhere needs me
Wanting me to do what they wouldn’t do for me
I don’t want to be here
Staring in the air mindlessly
But always on call in a minute
Waiting a call, text some type of message
When my cycle of existence
Is based on someone else’s persistence