Saying things that I do not mean
Cause I’m just tryna be mean
Speaking out relentlessly
If nothing else, helps me to be seen
Saying things just to say it
It’s the easiest way to get out of it
Talking endlessly about nothingness
Reflection of each part of my pettiness
Saying things out of frustration
Thinking about it causing hesitation
Not saying what’s really real
Just saying how I think I feel
Saying things in the moment
Hoping please pardons my movements
Knowing that things are suspicious
Remaining just as ambitious
Saying things so randomly
Almost got me caught cir·cum·spec·tive·ly
The impossibility evolved effortlessly
Recognizing life changes constantly
Saying things out of place
Lost in time and space
Thought way too deeply about this life
Accepting I’m not really about this life