I could Miss You

I could miss you

But I don’t

Spent too many days

Learning bout your ways

And at the end of the day

It didn’t even matter

It was all just chatter

What really hurt

Is that my heart

Didn’t even matter

Listening to this same ol song

You still asking me what is wrong

The same thing that was wrong

The very last time

And I keep saying

This will be the very last time

But you already know

That it’s not

I guess that’s why

There’s no thickness

To this plot

No matter what you do

You know I’ll always

Be right here for you

But what you fail to see

Is that each and every time

You brought me to my knees

You showed me

You ain’t what I need

You created an opportunity

For me to see what I need

So I’ll be here

But only for them

Cause that one calling out next

They got me next

And they are really into me

Not just exaggerations in a text

I could miss you

But I don’t

Spent too many days

Learning bout your ways

And at the end of the day

It didn’t even matter

It was all just chatter

What really hurt

Is that my heart

Didn’t even matter

My heart use to sink

Remembering

When I use to think

This was something forever

Knew in my heart

This was meant to be forever

Now when I sigh

I cannot give you a reply

There’s nothing to say

I can bullshit if you need it

Ok, how was your day

You showed me over and over

That if you was driving

I would be

Run right over

Got strangers calling the spot

I’m clean as a whistle

So why it feel so hot

Like do you have any love for me

Do you even know what I need?

Do you have any empathy?

Of what it feels like

When the one you love

Never gives you love

Cause love don’t feel like this

Love don’t feel like this

It don’t feel like this

I’m so tired of this

I could miss you

But I don’t

Spent too many days

Learning bout your ways

And at the end of the day

It didn’t even matter

It was all just chatter

What really hurt

Is that my heart

Didn’t even matter