How can i be free

How can i be free_
Never known freedom
Heard of people pretending they free
still depending on others for their
livelihood and liberty.
How can I be free?

Walking this earth
With a name to constantly reinforce my dependency.
Cannot farm the land.
Cannot raise the livestock.
Cannot source any water.
How can I be free?

I’m the midst of bureaucracy
Tricking myself to love stories of fantasy instead of the reality I see. Stuck pursuing humorous ideas instead of healing peoples fears
How can I be free?

Knowing all that I know
My inner desire is to create replicas of me lost in their own unrealistic fantasy. Perpetuating the lie. That I am free. If Freedom is not free.
How can I be free?