I close my eyes and imagine sights.
Insanely seeing things that ain’t real.
Frustratingly trying to figure out how you feel.
Losing my mind in make believe,
wishing you were here with me.
drizzle slowly falls,
wondering what’s happening across the infinity.
Thinking am I even missed.
Contemplating that magical spell,
that would lose serenity, selfishly, it’s all about me
I hate you the most.
For whatever reason you remind me of time,
distance and circumstances that remove all my chances of seeing…
seeing me love all that could be.
give me strength,
you are a passing mood that has my mind confused.
Giving me this wicked fantasy,
this crazy feeling of what could be.
Silent night, go away,
I cannot. With this pain, not one more day.