Is my heart still beating
Is my mind still thinking
Something is so unreal
Can not describe how it feels
Consuming my inner being
More than what you are seeing
That perception, not my reality
Tired of being me

Is life worth living
Is air worth breathing
The end looking tempting
Cannot release this feeling
Failed so miserably
Every effort into meaningless things
Stifled into mediocrity
What happened to me

Is this my past
Is this my future
Lost every present I have
Counting sand in the hourglass
Pain don’t last
Enduring horrid’s mystery
Life and me

Is life fair
Is life hard
Really don’t care
Can not fathom being free
Guessing that feeling
Feels like endless opportunity
Unfulfilled destiny