Loved and rejected
Synonymously interwoven
Associate one with the other
As if they are one in the same
As I come to accept the real
Pain
Loving ones that rejects you
Rejecting ghosts that love you
Peace and pain
Intertwined overtime
Pretending I’m at peace
With the the pain within me
So comfortable in fact
Life
Is the peace I feel in pain
The pain becomes my peace
Accepted and deteriorated
Building inescapable fate
Witnessing my own demise
Longing for an escape
Accepting the amount of hate
Existence
accepting a deteriorating life
Deteriorating accepting systemic defeat
Hope and Hate
Creating mystical obstacles
Hoping for Love and Peace
Hating the pain and rejection
Deteriorating my acceptance
Living
Regardless of this past
Independently I shall last