Patiently
Can you call it that
That time between the test and the result
Waiting for it
Knowing things don’t feel the same already
Begging already
Fear Leave Me
Slowly
Just calming my breath
Closing each eye
Refusing profusely
Not to even cry
Being open to possibility
Fear Leave Me
Deeply
Listening to my heart beat
Beat by individual beat
Not even sure what to expect
Am I completely sure?
Does life have more for me?
Fear Leave Me
Evidently
Something still left to be said
Arranging times already
Expecting the worst already
Not even sure what’s really wrong
Nothing is really wrong
Fear Leave Me
Suspiciously
Wondering why me
Knowing something doesn’t feel right
The doctor speaking slowly
Saying the words I don’t want to hear
Opening up introspectively
Fear Leave Me
