It is right in front of me
The day is upon me
The phone is ringing
Knowing who’s calling
I don’t want to even answer
What does it even mean
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They still talking
Yet I don’t hear a thing
Already searching for information
Not trusting what they are saying
Their voice sounds so serene
But hearing the urgency
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Doctor asking me simple questions
Do I understand?
Do I have any questions?
Are you available for a follow-up appointment?
Mind was so focused
Saying absolutely nothing
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This cannot be real
I know this doctor has to be wrong
I know God protects me
Hearing the “C” got me
Cannot even say it easily
What has happened to me
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The 2nd doctor
Said the same as the first
Thought I feel different
And actually I do
I feel a lot worse
Is my fate sealed?
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