Never Knew

Never Knew (1)
Never knew a day of love
Unless it was with a day of pain
Love makes you look at things
But with a different point of view
Start to believe in people
Believing in things
As if all of a sudden
All that talk that’s been talked
Somehow it’s suppose to
Suddenly come true.

Never knew a day of love
Unless it was with a day of pain
Not even sure what I’m seeing
Things look different with rain
Things so cloudy
Fog start blinding me
Pretending if I squint
Somehow I’ll see things differently
Hoping if I just go to sleep
When I wake up
Things will turn out differently

Never knew a day of love
Unless it was with a day of pain
So engulfed in life
I shutter to even say my own name
No matter where I’m at
It’s always a lonely thing
Because love told me
To be on guard for any possible thing
Therefore when I leave the house
I stay on guard
Watching and moving
Ready to turn those hard

Never knew a day or love
Unless it was with a day Of pain
The more I think about it
The more I feel it
The more I think I need it
What is it that keeps me
What is it that’s always with me
What will be there from start to stop
If not for pain
What would I even feel
Doing anything to stay away
Avoiding every opportunity
To end this pain In me