EVERY time i see you,
i want to interact with you,
touch you,
hear your voice.
i just need to remain an intricate cog in your life.
a symbiotic part of your soul.
yet when i see you,
i feel this invisible shield,
that keeps me from taking hold.

EVERY time i see you,
i lose focus on places i should be,
commitments i have made.
i just want and need to know we are in the same place,
mentally focused in our respective areas,
working toward the same goal.
a critical part of each others thoughts. destined for increase.

EVERY time i see you,
i long for your touch…
yesterday I had memories of YOU cutting my hair,
of YOU giving me pedicures,
of YOU just exposing my thoughts to new visions and positions.
yet i know we are not who we were,
we are who we are,
but the feeling i long for is the same…
that touch of you.

EVERY time i see you,
i think of those moments of the past,
of unsolicited affection in my direction aimed for ego to behold.
I remember the first hug at PHL,
when you held me as if you needed me….
and I have been on a high ever since…
never felt love like that from anyone….
and i love feeling that of love from you.

EVERY time i see you, i want YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i love YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i need YOU.