
All this pain
Stirring in me
People everywhere
Feeling So Empty
Joy please find me
Wide awake
New day’s sun
through this window
Barely touching me
laying here in misery
Trying not to move
Somber mood
everything is ok
What I’ve learned to say
Tired of talking
Been thinking
Yeah I know what’s wrong
Love got me blinded
Can’t you see, It’s me
All this pain
Stirring in me
People everywhere
Feeling So Empty
Joy please find me
Phone vibrating
Been turned the ringer off
Know who it is
know what they want
Ain’t even worth the effort
To pick up the phone
just want to be alone
Everyone think they can fix me
But I know they can’t fix it
Cause I’m that one
That fix their shit
Counting out each day
That I’ve felt this way
Deepened hopeless mood
Yeah been kinda rude
Just not in the mood
All this pain
Stirring in me
People everywhere
Feeling So Empty
Joy please find me
Knocks at my door
Yelling who is it
Delivery especially for me
Probably another bill
Too many to count
To know for sure
Special box for me
Opened with energy
Just a note for me
Tears for my eyeS
Old notes from
My Father
Miss him everyday
Since he past
Reading the proudness
Giving me hopefulness
All this pain
Stirring in me
People everywhere
Feeling So Empty
Joy please find me
Need my ladder out
Climbing out of here
Breaking down
Walls of emotion
Initiating devotion
New plan developing
Open up this window
Fresh air welcoming
Getting new point of view
Pain in the rear view
Eyes focused on the future
Wounds finally closing
faith is a suture
Optimistically looking
The joy life caused me
Strength resurrected within me
All this pain
It is me
All this joy
It is me
All this pain
All this joy
This pain
This joy