Staring into this subtle breeze
Continuous cloud blocking the burning sun
Endless sand finally touching my homeland
Left to wonder, and understand this new summer
This new summer showing me the past
Encapsulating every bias I have
Serenity can only be leased
Why must I have this break in peace?
This break in peace
Pounds a deafening frequency
Wanting to believe in something
Not destined for me
For me the world is too much
Staggered in analysis causing paralysis
Yet I will claim
It’s all in Christ’s name
In Christ’s name I pray
If I were a strong as he
Then I would know what this life really means
Selfishly believing in a feeling I’ll never know
I’ll never know what it means
To sacrifice your own life
For someone you don’t even know
Somehow finding an existence in everything I hold dear
Everything I hold dear
Held in the chasm of my mind
Holding every doubt with ease
Staring into the subtle breeze