Sometimes
Just sitting here
Just writing it all out
All the things I should say
Everything that I was suppose to say
Just end up here
Right here
Just to get it out
Sometimes
Emotion captures
Frustration turns into anger
Anger gets trapped into complacency
And just in that moment
Losing all my sanity
Differences eluding me
So I am stuck being me
Sometimes
Reminiscing about this
Missing something dismissed
Wondering about uncertainty’s privilege
Stipulation of inevitable changes
Waiting for the next evolution
Rotation of the earth
Endless revolutions
Sometimes
The stars see me
Looking a bit desperately
Endlessly striving toward possibilities
Lingering in this crazy mystery
Lord please bless me
Trying so hard
Please hear me