Just sitting here

Just writing it all out

All the things I should say

Everything that I was suppose to say

Just end up here

Right here

Just to get it out


Emotion captures

Frustration turns into anger

Anger gets trapped into complacency

And just in that moment

Losing all my sanity

Differences eluding me

So I am stuck being me


Reminiscing about this

Missing something dismissed

Wondering about uncertainty’s privilege

Stipulation of inevitable changes

Waiting for the next evolution

Rotation of the earth

Endless revolutions


The stars see me

Looking a bit desperately

Endlessly striving toward possibilities

Lingering in this crazy mystery

Lord please bless me

Trying so hard

Please hear me