All this time
I knew we wasn’t friends
But I didn’t know we were enemies
Now that I know
There is nothing else there
Regret every laugh shared
Knowing comprehensively
The fault sits with me
Wasted so much time
Had me thinking we doing one thing
But saying something else
You worried about actions being completed
That isn’t currency with me
Trust and loyalty
They are the only meanings for me
The fault sits with me
All that time spent
Rethinking every single opportunity
Reliving each of those small things
It was all in deceit
The anger is beneath my feet
The possibility that I allowed
Shot down viciously
The fault sits with me
Can never get that time back
Not sure why or what
I just know that it is over
Never again be in that position
Never again put trust
When there’s no connection
Now I realize it
The fault sits with me