Unable to rest
Wanting to know pure facts
What would it feel like
You falling asleep on my chest
Not sure how I’ll face you again
Whenever we are apart
This life gets crazy
Easier to pretend
Live in this fantasy
I am not built for reality
Imagined something new
Traveling across country roads
But I’d travel across mountain tops
The deepest bluest ocean
As long as it was with you
But this fear lingers
This lose exist in me
Waiting openly
Wanting me to be at ease
Setting me up constantly
Opening my soul
Giving up control
Suddenly you’ll disappear
And I’m meant to believe
You were never here
Unable to believe
This cannot be a coincidence
Conceived out is consequence
Just a year ago
This was not our flow
Even when adjacent
There was always a distance
Now I’m in this state of awe
Will I get a Hey
Will it be that OMG
Will it be my name
Or all of the above
I can hear your emotion
Your body singing to me
I have no what ifs
Not a regret about you
Nothing would have been like this
There was no other way to get here
Way back when
Could have never imagined this
Now I easily relax
Yet the tone of your voice
Even a single word
It all sends me into a different space
Not sure how to stay at a good pace
Going all in
I’d rather rush through this
Whatever this is
Above everything else
We must stay friends