Lovingly…
I intend you love you completely
Regardless of anything I see
I will believe in your word reverently
I don’t care what anyone says you do
I will only hear you
With complete trust and loyalty too
There is nothing more present
Than this undying love I feel
There is nothing
That will keep me from wanting you
It is that energy that I feel
Just from a single word
The spirit moves within me
The pen starts translating its meaning
Inking thoughts from the ether
It is the only way possible
Bringing spiritual feelings
Into this physical realm
Beautifully….
This existence of expression
It misses my logic
Because I do not understand
Why it is we feel this way
There is always something between us
Yet something prevents us
It is hard for me to describe eloquently
I can author so many words
But I cannot explain at all
The power you have within me
Sparking my eternal flame
Excitement is feverish
Whenever I say your name
Wondering aimlessly patiently
Not even sure what the future brings
Unable to predict what this means
I finally understood it was mutual
When you said they wouldn’t understand
Selfishly….
I intend for you to know everything
Each thought throughout the day
Every sin I committed
And pretended it was a blessed event
It is my best defense mechanism
The more you know
The more you know
And you will soon realize
The person behind the smile
When you see the realest unravel
Like so many others
I will never hear from you again
It is not personal
Just self-preservation
If I was your friend
I would constantly recommend you
Protect your peace
With all you can
Prayerfully…
I pray distinctively
Empower for me to be trustworthy
Whatever it is that is needed
Provide me the strength to provide it
May I have the knowledge to know
When to interfere for your betterment
And when to mind my business
Give me the capability to feel the meaning
Even when the words cannot be said
Bless me with this opportunity
Holding you for longer than a hello
Allow me to exhale every concern
And inhale you until I can let go
Please allow this blessing to flourish
Be that comfort in a time of need
Standing by at all other times
But always ready to go
Amen…