Waking up … for so long

Waking Up
waking up
Every hour last night
In my thoughts
Felt like there was
A lot On your mind
Had this crazy sense
You, alone, deserted
Treated so wrong
For so Long

waking up
Every word I said
Reviewed and critiqued
Understanding why
No one sees the best me
Too slow to improve
Selfishly rude
Conclusion jumping
For so Long

waking up
Shit feel different
Nothing changed
But just feel distant
Just guilt getting me
Most times
Mental is closed to me
Missed the opportunity
For so long

waking up
Knowing this
Concern comes
When Love is
Still smiling
All the time
Feel love loving me
Something I really need
For so long

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