Category: LoveIs

If I see you everyday

Or never again

My love for you

growing stronger

Each and Every day

Once upon a time

Knew you were mine

Never even knew

I could be without you

Now we talking different

Feeling some resistance

Don’t know if it’s me

Just in case I apologize to infinity

Please know this

Accept it as truth

Life is so so unbearable

Without you

So with every breath

Each blink of my eyes

Another beat of my heart

I’m loving you

If I see you everyday

Or never again

My love for you

growing stronger

Each and Every day

That bond that we share

Cannot disappear

It was meant to be

For all eternity

Just cause we have differences

Doesn’t mean we need distance

Loving until rapture

Loving in the here after

So I cannot stop now

I will never give up on us

Because all I have is us

And with everything in me

Longing your sweet serenity

If I see you everyday

Or never again

My love for you

growing stronger

Each and Every day

Out of nowhere

Emotion rushed me

Forgot where I am

Momentarily

Cause the world just became clear

Things feel out of place

Because we are out of place

Having doubts in this space

Been so very long

Since I

Did you so wrong

And although

I pleaded for forgiveness

There’s no way

We could have ever

Repaired this

So now I’m just listening

Reading every text

But I’m wondering

What’s next

Out of nowhere

Emotion rushed me

Forgot where I am

Momentarily

Cause the world just became clear

Things feel out of place

Because we out of place

Having doubts in this space

Random conversations

About nothing and everything

Did you forget we have this thing

Cause mine is very very visible

Not sure what this dialogue means

Is it friendship or curiosity

Just a strange strange feeling

As you are remembering

All the things I use to feel

Every pain that broke me

You was right there with me

Didn’t realize you was right there for me

Out of nowhere

Emotion rushed me

Forgot where I am

Momentarily

Cause the world just became clear

Things feel out of place

Because we out of place

Having doubts in this space

You living for you

I’m living for us

You claiming

There is no trust

Until you becomes we

This Love will never be

Learning to be grateful

For everything we had

Cause what we have

Has become fearful

Pins and needles

Our everyday

No one ever saying

What they need to say

Nothing I can do

I’m watching us

I’m watching you

Always on the go

Never want to be home

Wondering what’s wrong

Saying nothing, no longer works for me

Now it all just hurts to me

You living for you

I’m living for us

You claiming

There is no trust

Until you becomes we

This Love will never be

See you coming and going

No Love is flowing

Lost in the transmission

Watching you on your mission

Our family missing

Call it transition

Anticipating something different

This ain’t love this is paying rent

Going through the motions

That would be an exaggeration

Cannot even see anything

That you are doing

You just leave me here assuming

So I create my own reality

In reality its just me

I got dreams of waking up with you

Reminded of our love when I see your picture

Everyone asking what’s wrong

Everything is perfect

But only cause I’m right next to you

And whenever we marinate

After a beautiful date

It’s like this euphoria comes over me

And it’s only you that I can see

I got dreams of living life with you

As we steadily encourage each other

It is simply hard to explain

The feeling that I feel

Even when a stranger calls your name

This is just how it is

And how I hope it will always be

When I open my eyes and get to see

All that beautiful magic just for me

I got dreams of raising seeds with you

Constantly praying for them

And won’t ever lower the love I got for them

Nurturing with a harsh word

Or building with a deep embrace

Everything they need I stand in this space

Helping them identify their dreams

Watching the stars rise is all I need

The thought brings a tear to my eye

I got dreams of steadily maturing with you

I know I ain’t perfect but I’ll always be with you

I know I have fallacies but I still believe

Believing in every single ideology

Every single ideology that strengthens your destiny

Your destiny that I am just a small piece of

A small piece of happiness but I know

I know I can be more than just a piece

Let me be your peace, that loves love.

If I say it enough

I keep thinking you’ll respond

Knowing it’s the exact definition

Of every bit of insanity

But I just cannot stop

Regardless of what I see

If I say it again

Maybe it will mean more

Compounding it with interest

Reinvesting all of it

Doubling down

Refuse to miss it

If I say it often

Perhaps there will be

A single opportunity

Some type of reciprocity

The way we are

You gotta be feeling me

If I say it frequently

Would that make it have more meaning

Amplify its intensity

Changing vocal tones

Even saying it

Slightly differently

If I say it repeatedly

Could I just by chance

Hear it back to me

Seeding this one thought

Holding you closely

For all eternity

Frequency

Out of range

Feeling mad strange

Static talking to me

Not sure of its intent

Sounding differently

Scanning up and down

Wondering

If it’s being broadcast

Differently

Frequency

Frequency

The purest sound

Whenever its around

Internally the vibe

Feeling the pulse

Accepting each beat

Aligning energetically

Feeling you rhythmically

Subtle sounds

Deep in me

Frequency

Frequency

Fluctuating indiscriminately

Reaching out

Missed opportunity

Illusions absorbing reality

Dazed incoherently

Praying through adversity

Speaking life into this

Arms outstretched

Reaching randomly

Frequency

Frequency

Feeling thoughts motion

Realness of dreams suffocation

Preaching into resurrection

Faith as my rock

Anchored by these waves

Digesting the volume

Engaged perpetually

Conscience proximity

Engulfing me

Frequency

Hey crush

You just cannot feel it

The way I feel when you say it

Invigorating as if I could hear it

And I know that you meant it

Cause you that real shit

Never about them games

It’s always the same

Even when we disagree, I’ll still beg your name

Hey crush

How are you doing

Hoping for all of them dreams you pursuing

Believing in you from day one

From the beginning of time I’ve been your day one

Stay proud of you every moment

My heart hurts for you

Every time you have a moment

Know I’m always here for you

Hey crush

How can I express this

Even with your tired eyes

I always knew you was mine

Always knew if I needed you

You be there for me

Knowing that the bond will stand through time

It ain’t no effort to love you

Knowing with all my heart I can trust you

Hey crush

You got me on that shit

Breathing sighs of regret

Just looking at all your pics

Wondering what it would have been like

If I knew you from the dawn of time

Experiencing this whole life with you

It ain’t enough to hear that you love me

Peace only exist when I see that you love me

Looking at you

Looking so deeply

Knowing deep down

You ain’t feeling me

Yet I keep moving

Moving so easily

Because I know one day

You’ll be with me

Walked into the room

Was hoping to see you real soon

You all dressed up

I’m just watching you

As you stand up

Professionally looking

So good to me

Encouraging you with a smile

Knowing I’ll be here a while

Seeing you closely from a distance

Watching you slowly with persistence

Knowing you will get through this

So smoothly

Seeing that you know

What you are doing

Watching you

Watching me

I’m just smiley

Because you’re heavenly

Just within a minute

Everything felt differently

Thought you’d be here everyday

But I only see you sporadically

Not even sure what to do

I don’t know how to tell you

That every time I see you walk away

I immediately start missing you

Last time you walked in

If I can remember

You entered with a wave

Tried my best to behave

Looked at you

Something deep in you

Its like I never seen you

Happiness when I saw you

Standing right next to you

Had to hug you

Needed to feel you

Wish I could describe to you

How much I missed you

So entwined with you

Still I gotta leave you

Looking at you

Looking so deeply

Knowing deep down

You ain’t feeling me

Yet I keep moving

Moving so easily

Because I know one day

You’ll be with me

Knowing I can’t afford you

Always stay at a distance

Admiring through the case

Wondering for an instance

But no one will help me

Because I don’t look the part

All I get is a “May I help you”

Knowing I can’t afford you

Even if it feels like

No one is caring for you

And you are only “Ok”

On that sparkling display

Yet the price for entry

It is well beyond me

Knowing I can’t afford you

Creates this uneasiness

Walking by everyday

Almost bowing down

To your highness

Staring with a sigh

All I can do is wave bye

Knowing I can’t afford you

I let this hesitancy

Build within me

Never saying what’s needed

Just keeping it all buried

This truth won’t set me free

You are my destiny