Author: careermasteryacademy

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you know

I would

Do anything for you

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you

I would

Do anything for you

On different continents

Calling you

As soon as you wake up

Good morning to you

All through the night

I missed you

Even these dreams won’t do

There is nothing like

Seeing you

Happiness is hearing your voice

Happiness is being your choice

So let’s plan out this day

Cause I need to see you

In all kinds of ways

As soon as I’m landing

Ready to make it last

Even if it takes my very last

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you know

I would

Do anything for you

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you

I would

Do anything for you

Time difference causing havoc

This day seems so long

Can’t even remember

How long I’ve been gone

Just know that I got you

All on my mind

Feels like it’s all of the time

Wishing I could be with ya

Settling for a post of ya

Seeing your subtleness

Damn I need that kiss

Looking deep into

Every single dream

Wondering what life will be

Cannot imagine a day

Without you and me

With you I feel so free

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you know

I would

Do anything for you

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you

I would

Do anything for you

Can I talk to you

Just a little while longer

Each and every moment

Making me stronger

I’m a fiend for your energy

Even when you not around me

I can somehow feel you

Our connection relentless

Keeps me on my repentance

Apologizing for any and every

Person that I hurt

Keeping karma away from me

Trying change my destiny

Cause I know what I did

Can’t even say I was a kid

Pain I cannot afford

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you know

I would

Do anything for you

Reaching out to you

Waiting on you

Don’t you

I would

Do anything for you

I keep wishing for words

Hoping for something different

Wishing I was a free as a bird

But now even my daydreams are indifferent

Losing my consciousness in thirds

As if life is insignificant

I stay wishing for opportunity

Staring into the blue sky

Ignoring my own impunity

Cannot even look in my own eyes

Lost my entire mind truthfully

Unable to say goodbye

I keep wishing for peace

Thinking if I could just breathe

Seeing more bodies deceased

Hope feels like it’s underneath

Faith cannot find a release

The anger is grinding my teeth

I stay wishing for reality

Dreams consume Everything

Impatience becomes the marquee

Praying for anything

Losing my sanity by degrees

Living with the guilt of everything

Speak the words

Like you know me

Remind me of who I am

Especially those solemn days

That anticipation of death

That keeps me lonely

Allow me to let go of everything

Except this Talisman

Recite it clearly

The words that are etched in

Their intent pure of innate ability

Suggesting momentarily

I am more than what I am feeling

I sigh in the deepest relief

Although I can recite the words

I am not whole without this Talisman

Meditating abruptly

Arms no longer reaching to the heavens

Strength lacking in every breath

Everyone amplifying you are now in heaven

Yet I’m left here wondering

Under the sounds of the thundering

Rain hiding my emotion

Losing faith in this Talisman

Listening to sounds never uttered

You are just stories

Past down to me hereditary

And I am meant to believe fully

I dare not question not a single belief

Enduring every mental illness while you forever sleep

Praying for an eternity

Through this Talisman

Hearing moments of peace

Everyone else down on their knees

Reading the same words

That I am meant to believe

As if each word would restore you

As if words would resuscitate you

Contemplating living without you

Laying this Talisman next to you

Fuck

Another throne

Every time something pierces my flesh

I start to remember every pain I have left

If I could just give you every tear

Would you take away every fear

This pinprick does nothing

But leave me empty

Shit

What do you want

You laughing so subtly

Like I’m suppose to give a shit

Every rose has a throne

You cannot have one without the other

Yet you complaining to me

This pinprick don’t need you

And neither do I

Fuck

Not again

Why in hell would you not clean up

Who leaves thumb tacks on the ground

I’m sitting here looking around

Knowing someone is out for me

This pinprick was intentional

Meant to devastate me

Shit

Oh you a comedian

I can play that game too

Wait until you try to drive away

So we can see how your tires play

Lets see if they like pinprick

When those nails start getting stuck

You thought shit was funny

Now, what da fuck?

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

All we ever do is argue

About anything and everything we do

We got so much negative energy

When something is wrong

Endlessly figuring out who’s wrong

Now we pretending

We’ll stay friends

Just another lie

That we’ll tell our friends

Knowing its over completely over

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

Right there

In front of my face

Yeah I love you

But that don’t mean

I’m here for you

Just one more time

We already did that

One more phone call

Not tryna hear that

Talk to tone and I’m gone

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

Tryna let you go

But I keep calling

Still saying good morning

Tryna let you go

Back and forth

Wondering wildly

Mind can’t imagine

What you meant to me

Truth be told

Everything is different now

Nothing really changed

Just never knew

Who I was to you?

Night and day

Pondering slowly

Cannot even fathom

This destined mystery

Yet I see it in your face

every move you make

Not a single one with me

Now I know you

Who was I to you?

Triumph and disaster

Contemplating randomly

Strange images filling me

Releasing your positivity

Every story told

Your heart stay glowing

True love you been showing

Has this always been you

Was I anything to you?

Remember and forget

Thinking briefly

Doing my best to forget

Every innocuous memory

Sorely mistaken

Recalling the past

Opened too many doors

Overly trusted you

Was I ever like that to you?