Category: LoveIs

There is someone
That the sight of
Causes euphoria
Heart is pounding
Smiling uncontrollably
First time feeling continually
All is like it’s meant to be
This is not that destiny
Loving without being loved
Just wasn’t meant to be

There is someone
When they see you
Creates energy of caffeine
cannot understand their energy
Just walked in the door
They on 100 From the door
Generating all types of love
Excited for your excitement
That excitement ain’t mutual
So you Keep it moving casual

There is someone
That in their presence
Mutual satisfaction
Intertwined lovingly
Hating every departure
Pain of every sadness
Arrival creating every happiness
Making this eternal bond
The world doesn’t need me
Found my destiny

Someone you will love
Someone you love, won’t love you
Someone you love, will love you
How long do you wait?
Waiting until that mutual being
Comes onto the scene
How long will you look?
Looking round the world
Elevating the evolution
Love unfurled

You are
Part of my existence
You are
Part of my persistence
You are
Every dream I create
You are
Everything I contemplate

So we are here
No fear
Enjoying
Another new year
And we Are
where we should be
Feeling elevation
Deep contemplation
Enjoying
Every Earth’s rotation

Bringing clarity
In this situation
Because something is needed
Avoiding hesitation
But we need to reach
Some type of conclusion
Yet with every step
Something don’t feel right.
Some secret being help
Tryna hold on tight.

Screaming over to you
Talking real loud
Getting my point through
Need this emotion
To get closer to you
So it can reach you
And you can feel it
All inside of you
And suddenly, suddenly
Every dream comes true

You are
Part of my existence
You are
Part of my persistence
You are
Every dream I create
You are
Everything I contemplate

Keep refreshing the feed
Wondering what you sent to me
Unread count totally empty
If I could tell you one thing
Need you to feel this
This ain’t flirtation
Not a matter of lust
Within you
I lay my trust

Believing with every breathe
We enhance each other
Bringing out the best
Feeling this deeply
With every pulse
Feeling your energy
Are you thinking about me
Just need to know it’s mutual
Need to hear you say it
Every time you wake up
Do you wonder what I’m doing

I’m sitting here thinking bout you
Contemplating past decisions
Every single one that kept me from you
What if this
What if that
What if our frequency
Would actually cross paths
Anxiety filling up in me
The blessing of your proximity

Can’t let you go
You stay growing in me
Can’t let you go
What’s happening to me
Can’t let you go
Even for a minute
Can’t let you go
So why even try

Just saw you float by
Not even a hi
Straight into casual conversation
And just like that
We were relating
Bonding over innocuous things
Just a strange dream
And I stayed wondering
Is this a bad thing
Randomly couldn’t have planned it
Now I’m in it, there no satisfaction
Mindfully feeling different
Starting to feel distant

Social media
Staying cruel to me
Had me thinking
You was close to me
Coulda swore
You were somewhere near
Would have bet my life
Without a single fear
Calling and texting
Ain’t nothing working
Just fooling myself
Maybe you ain’t deserving
Cause I know I’m hurting

What should I do
Cause I wanna hear you
What should I do
Cause I wanna see you
What should I do
There is nothing new
It’s just strange
Just with me and you
Just with me and you
I know dreams come true
I know I can believe in you
If you just believe in me
We would love beautifully

Can’t let you go
You stay glowing in me
Can’t let you go
What’s happening to me
Can’t let you go
Even for a minute
Can’t let you go
So why even try

Instead of saying it
Can I just show you
How much
I really, really, love you
Words don’t mean shit
Actions make it true
Instead of saying it
Can I just show you

All these languages
People saying
All types of things
Promising everything
Without any type
of commitment
Tired of it
Cannot stand it
Don’t even wanna hear
Another word about it

Instead of saying it
Can I just show you
How much
I really, really, love you
Words don’t mean shit
Actions make it true
Instead of saying it
Can I just show you

Keep hearing
These outlandish request
Asking for prayers
When you could care less
Asking for love me nots
Just not impressed
We can say anything
At anytime
But can you show me
All the time

Instead of saying it
Can I just show you
How much
I really, really, love you
Words don’t mean shit
Actions make it true
Instead of saying it
Can I just show you

Staring out the window
So confused
Trying to understand
Each and every mood
Am I the source of frustration
Am I the cause of this
Am I the one
That started all of this
Let me apologize
Every time was a lie

Instead of saying it
Can I just show you
How much
I really, really, love you
Words don’t mean shit
Actions make it true
Instead of saying it
Can I just show you

Since the first one
Because I loved you
Before I even told you
Elevated high
You was my white line
Needed to need you
Fucked up all day
Until I seen you

Since that first day
Eyeing you out
Didn’t know your name
Indirect acquaintance
Looking at fingers
Are you tied to anything?
Nothing but the raw view
Knew I had to see you

Since that first meal
Randomly rapping
But it felt really real
Like I knew the feelings
You was speaking about
Lost hesitancy
Begging to see you
Just knew it was you

Since that first night
My god til the sunlight
Words you were speaking
Reminisce every weekend
From that one single day
Loving in every kind of way
Blessed with you
Come home so I can see you

See you smiling
Saw your tear
Knew right then
I’m suppose to be right here
Ain’t nothing better in this world
Then those happy tears
All this love that we feeling
We keep exchanging
More love
Is how I’m feeling
And forever please know
With everything I know
I won’t stop this
We will be endless
Never be a last kiss
Always Loving to love you

Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me
Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me

See you smiling
As the door opens wide
Even after this long day
Your arms stay open wide
You seeing the stress in me
But you stay there
To reduce that anxiety
It’s like I’m your
Top priority
Swear to god
I Love that you love me
Because I
Love to love you
Feeling like
I’ve found a good thing
Hear my heart, it sings

Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me
Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me

See you smiling
But it ain’t the same
Know that your day
It’s been challenging
Come over here and relax
Know that I got your back
Let’s share this thing
We gonna learn from it
Everything is a lesson
What can I do
To see the smiling you
I see that the kiss
It just won’t do
Know what I got to do
…….
There you go
Smiling again

Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me
Talking this emotion
Unequivocal devotion
Ending insanity
Lifelong decision
It has to be
You and me

First day I knew
Just didn’t know what to do
You had acquaintances, I was dealing with my own thing
What was I suppose to do?

First day I knew
When I saw you walking down that hallway
Not a coincidence but the significance of that energy
That kept me seeking you.

First day I knew
Just didn’t make no moves
All the heartbreak and heartache
I just didn’t want that from you.

First day I knew
Expecting nothing from this interaction
Only have one satisfaction
Everyday I will put a smile on you.

Using every letter I can find
Putting them together
Rearranging every line
Creating articulate formulas
To try to reach ya

Got out the dictionary
Looking deeply into
Every word
That thesaurus needed
To try to reach ya

First two didn’t reach you
Added EMPHASIS
So that you can FEEL THIS
Maintaining this habit
To try to reach ya

I’m here and loving you
Looking at the sky
Nowhere near you
Praying to the heaven
To try to reach ya

Alarm barely waking me
Feeling this disbelief
Another day without you
Randomly staying occupied
Stay missing you

Seeing the last text
nothing serious
Just thoughts of you
Hundreds of miles away
Stay missing you

Schedule packed all day
Before the sun rise
Millions of dreams of you
Nerves driving me insane
Stay missing you

Doing the daily duties
Reminders of the blessings
Tested whenever I’m away from you
Frustration in every direction
Stay missing you

Another victory, I could preach
Day is gone, sleep within reach
Praying diligently for you
Future possibilities and tranquilities
Stay missing you

Remembering that kiss
That sweet smile
Before and after it
Sometimes I literally forget
Cause it’s rare
When we do the things lovers do
I appreciate this friendship
This thing between me and you

Remembering instances of intimacy
Damn I miss when it was always
Just you and me
When the day was literally so empty
The biggest commitment was
Filled with TV
No deadlines
Just you and me

Remembering each time
Like the first time
I be starving for you
Grinding my heart away
Just to stay away from you
And I never know how it’ll go
When I approach you
Just tryna keep it, me and you

Remembering this commitment is forever
Hard to accept a minute
Don’t make a world of difference
Cause when I missing you
I lose all other interest
Only thing that matters
This sincere sentiment
Of you and me

Remembering you just got here
Now you gone again
Deeply missing my lover friend
Stuck wondering what it is
What is it that I’m missing
That level of comfort when I see you
That satisfaction of life without a fear
That eternity of me and you

Heart just weakened
Watching you pull away
I believe you coming back
Pulling back in the driveway
But with so many days
Not knowing what would happen
I’m always reminded
God makes things happen

Heart just slowed
Water rolling down my face
But it feels like
Everything is in its place
But my heart doesn’t feel the same
Losing my sanity
Missing you calling my name
Facing reality

Heart just quickened
Thought you were returning
But it wasn’t you at all
I’m just imaging images
Of you coming back to me
What is this pain filling me
But now my eyes failing me
It’s hurting me

Heart just beat
Beating natural’s sound
Peaceful sky moving around
Knowing you’ll be up there soon
Sometime before noon
And with every distance increased
Heart grows more heavy
Missing my destiny

Don’t even need to sex you
Long as I’m next to you
That energy
So real to me
Delaying my
Innermost fantasy
this endless dream
I can hear you voice
Soul rejoice

Don’t even need to speak
In your proximity
Soul is weak
Latching to everything
That even resembles you
Always reminded of you
Someone told me
I was your choice
Soul rejoice

Don’t even need to see you
It wont stop me
From feeling you
Eyes closed tightly
Where might you be
You are nowhere near me
Longing for something
Make your choice
Soul rejoice

Don’t even need to touch you
At peace right next to you
End of it all
I wait for your call
I can sense your intent
Just let me in
Wondering what’s left
Gave me love’s invoice
Soul rejoice

The night breeze
Speaking to me
And I’m feeling a different energy
Not the normal freakness it’s meekness
Something controlling every bit of me
Need to recover and get back to being me
But I can’t stop this weakness

That night breeze
Whispering to me
Telling me about this fantasy
From the roof of the high rise
Down to the white sandy beach
Suppose to be you and me

The night breeze
Singing to me
With every wave I feel pain strangling me
I cannot figure out what to do
When the sun is out it’s a love spree
But the moonlights my worst enemy
What is happening, this pain I’m going through

The night breeze
Opening my soul
Trying to fight it, need to console
Watching the moonlight
Wondering how it conquered my soul
Why aren’t we together, need that goal
Need something to make this alright

The night breeze
Providing love
Finally feeling like heaven above
Loving all of this, especially that soft kiss
Dreaming about everything I’m proud of
And I can feel your warm soft love
I’d do anything for you to keep this bliss

Not sure when that feeling hit
Can’t remember how I got in this shit
That longing of the endless dreams
Chasing everything it seems
Anticipating that want of bliss
Right before the first kiss
From the stars above
Loving love

Immaterial though it maybe
I believe with everything that’s in me
Love is the purest purity of the darkest night
Love is that victory in a midst of plight
Selfishly it is a punishing reminder
Human tendencies can’t find her
The duality of pain and defeat
That void of feeling underneath
From the night above
Loving love

Yet infrequent openings of the heart
Lead forgetful minds to the same damning start
If only love were love without a love
Then maybe, loves pain we’d never hear of
But that loving love we seek,
It’s only promise is to make us weak
Somehow we forget who we are
Somewhere we lose what has brought us this far
If only. If we could.
If loving love were the cure

Muse me
Move me
With one word I’m absurdly moved
Start writing randomly tied things
Writing and writing damn if I could sing

Move me
Groove me
Now that thought is thinking
Imaging differences those individualities
Thinking. I’m thinking. Elevating

Groove me
Muse me
Be that that, that always does its thing
That thing making my mind an infinite thing
That that, that makes me love over and over again

EVERY time i see you,
i want to interact with you,
touch you,
hear your voice.
i just need to remain an intricate cog in your life.
a symbiotic part of your soul.
yet when i see you,
i feel this invisible shield,
that keeps me from taking hold.

EVERY time i see you,
i lose focus on places i should be,
commitments i have made.
i just want and need to know we are in the same place,
mentally focused in our respective areas,
working toward the same goal.
a critical part of each others thoughts. destined for increase.

EVERY time i see you,
i long for your touch…
yesterday I had memories of YOU cutting my hair,
of YOU giving me pedicures,
of YOU just exposing my thoughts to new visions and positions.
yet i know we are not who we were,
we are who we are,
but the feeling i long for is the same…
that touch of you.

EVERY time i see you,
i think of those moments of the past,
of unsolicited affection in my direction aimed for ego to behold.
I remember the first hug at PHL,
when you held me as if you needed me….
and I have been on a high ever since…
never felt love like that from anyone….
and i love feeling that of love from you.

EVERY time i see you, i want YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i love YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i need YOU.

I woke up just wanting to be close to YOU….
I stared and stared, thinking staring, would wake YOU….
I stared and stared, hoping my thoughts would reach YOU….
I focused on just being close to YOU….
I focused on being the first sight for YOU…
I thought if I thought long enough I could feel YOU….
I thought if you could sense me I could enter YOU….
I feel your hands on me, and I know YOU….
I feel your heart pound, and I truly see YOU…
I ………………………………………………….YOU
I ……………………………………………YOU
I …………………………………..YOU
I ……………………………YOU
I…………………YOU
I ………YOU
I …. YOU
I♥YOU

Dear Sweetie,
You don’t know me
I been here, going through
The motions, the fears, the tears
It’s all I could manage,
Sitting here
Waiting for you

Dear Sweetie
In my mind
You are obviously
The right choice,
Subtle and powerful choice
Constantly I improve day by day
Knowing you’ll come my way

Dear Sweetie
Dreams come true
Circumstances create opportunity
Now I’m bumping into you,
Cannot ever let it go
Dear Sweetie.

Everyday a good morning
Only cause I say it to you
Have to admit
Got a crush on you
Love to check on you
Love the pic
I saw of you

Everyday that picture
It inspires me
Staring into your eyes
Like the high school me
This crush is real
Trying to make you see
I need you with me

Everyday you feel good
I feel good too
When you’re in pain
I feel that pain too
If you can’t figure out
I gotta crush on you
Do it all for you

Everyday I remember
That very first day
I can see the whole scene
It plays out so slowly
Seeing your face
And I just knew
I was on the chase

Everyday I think
What did I do
Time passing in a blink
Am I doing enough for you
If I had time back
What would I do for you
Make sure you knew
That I love you.

These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
Without you

This highway so lonely
Vehicles flying right by me
Concentration lost me
Gentle rain consumes me
Guided blindly
Expecting something new
The answer so subtly
Yet I know what to do
Refusing to leave you

Slowly exiting the freeway
Don’t know which way
I should even go
Mind so convoluted
It’s what I’ve concluded
Green light blaring
Just not caring
Foot stuck on this brake
Nothing more I can take

Finally seeing something
That’s looking kinda familiar
This place we use to go
Enjoying early evenings
Slow music flow
For some reason
Landed on me real slow
How long it’s been
Now we at an end

These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
Without you

Vail protecting chastity
All I’m doing is imaging
Our whole life together
I believe in us
This day was made for us
Your beauty,
its tempting me
Making me lose my civility
I wanna scream your name
I need you to know I love us
This day was made for us

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

This is the beginning,
And I’m here with you
and I’m serious
I will forever Love,
everything about you
You are everything
This day was made for us
Believe in this us
With everything you trust
We are going to be together
Forever and forever
And even through the stormy weather

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

Walking through the processional
Family and friends looking on with love
Realizing the final love dove
And hoping with every bubble in the air
That we will always be there
Together for every
Just like on this very day
Loving forever in every single way
Jumping over this broom
Landing in married bliss
Sealed with this kiss

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

Words are used
In compelling moods
Leveraged to exaggerate
Solidifying circumstances
But I’m digging deeper
That context is what I’m after
Not a formality
When I use it
That word friend
Seldom use it
Friendship that eternal bond.

Friendship’s severe requirements
it’s a self reflection
Who you claiming to be
When I needed you
You was nowhere
Don’t call me a friend
Just say that’s some dude
Cause when shit go down
Cannot depend on you
If hell is hot
Earth is nuclear catastrophe
You only a friend when you are in need

Growing up with friends
How many of us have them
Even back then only knew of
1 or 2 that would be down
Five finger discount
Creeping around their back door
Ain’t too many you can
Rely on from the door
When someone want to leave
I have learned to let them go
A few unreturned phones calls
That’s it for me, gotta go
No need to look back
No need to offend
Wasn’t really a friend

The truth is not told
Outta the mouths of witnesses
It’s in the actions of the participants
If there is anything I can do
And lose you, you was never here
Not sure why you bothered
Cause I’ve always been solo
Since I lost my father
I use to loss, breath rejection
No longer wasting time on reflection
Move on. Move up
True friendship I trust.