Tag: LoveIs

Can’t live without IT
Taking for IT granted
Sucking IT in
So readily Available
I unconsciously take IT
Without asking
Arrogantly consuming
Every single drop
I’ll never stop

Can’t live without IT
Never know it’s gone
Until I need IT badly
Feel like I’m dying from thirst
Scream IT proudly
Never had IT naturally
My entire life getting
Every drop from some pipe.

Can’t live without IT
But heard I could go a few days
But that pain that develops
Turns into a crave
IT starts driving me until
I’m driving to the craziest thing
Claim to be finicky until
That burden is upon me

Can’t live without IT
But at times I do try
Thinking I don’t have more time
Staying with IT like
I need to prove I don’t need IT
Then all of a sudden
IT just comes over me
And consumes me
Didn’t even know IT happened
Until IT has ended

Can’t live without IT
But I wish I could
Sacrificing everything in me
For peaks and valleys of happiness
Embraced in ITs clutches
Draining every last breath
Run from IT if I could
Struggle with and without IT
And always misunderstood
….Love

Just now understood the 6th sense
Everything just started making sense
Seeing life with a fictional lens
Non-Fiction don’t always end driving the Benz

Living in my fantasy life
Kept thinking happiness existed in every life
Wanted to believe in mystical things
Thought prayer and hope led to beautiful things

The sense of the 6th degree
Woke me up to the reality
People going to be who they are
Don’t believe in people’s words shit don’t go far

It’s a blessing to wake up from the dream
Tired of the tears hiding the scream
Seeing life with a new devotion, a stronger focus
Knowing what’s important without emotion.

That 6th sense was the answer so it seems
Remembering the past as a stranger
Things I thought, I know I didn’t really see
I just imagined shit that would never be

Eyes wide open the truth hurt
No one to blame that’s the shit that really hurt
Looking in the mirror, like is you insane?
Purposely hurting yourself like you don’t know your own name.

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Listen
No I feel them
Can remember them
More than anything I’ve ever seen
Hear this thing in my dreams
Somehow speak for me
In some way they feel me
These songs

It’s on or off
They muse me
Even bring me from my own despair
Remind me that I am the creator
Creating this thought I’m holding on to
Creating this feeling about you
Reliving this pain when I’m around you
Powerful harmony
These songs

The original high
Powerful enough to lead soldiers to die
Soothing enough ease a baby’s cry
Proportionally voices increase strength
Harmoniously instruments increase potency
But that lone sound,
that touches me
Wake me from the depth
Create new life
These songs

Classically
I get jazzed up
Silently the blues comfort me
The rhythm & blues can’t Pop me
But The rhythm & poetry rock me
Only feel one country
But that feeling of the religious folk
It somehow was electronic
Whether vocal or instrumental
these songs.

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The sun, on my face, made me sense your caress
Upon my back your hands moved (gently)
Endlessly I felt your empathy healing my doubt lost in sympathy….

April sun, don’t go….
Need you around so I know….
Know our love will be…
Forever.
April Sun.

Mornings sweet voice, told it all.
The sun so close, thought love would burn my soul.
Do you know, can you feel, this is really real.

April sun, don’t go….
Need you around so I know….
Know our love will be…
Forever.
April Sun.

That April Sun, just begun, May is near,
yet it’s so so clear. Without you I’m not here.
April Sun brought me you, so scared of what May will do.
,
April sun, don’t go….
Need you around so I know….
Know our love will be…
Forever.
April Sun.

But That April sun so good,
I can’t let go, even if I thought I could,
I’m gonna have to spend May, June, July and August with you.

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She is my sister
If you could only comprehend
Wait give me a minute, help you understand
Bond strong enough to pull dreams through atmospheres
Wait, listen here,
I’m saying bond guaranteed like death is to life
I’m saying I can depend on my kids life
Without strife

She’s my sister.
She is my sister

Don’t think this on some sensitive thing
You do her wrong, have your family in the church doing that old negro spiritual She call, On the first ring I’m answering
She text, I respond instantaneously
There is no hesitation no wavering
She speaks to me on that maturity thing
A constant reminder to maintain that responsibility thing
She’s on that “alright now…”
like abracadabra my whole disposition change

She’s my sister
She is my sister

Can’t tell you, since she moved from Philly,
How much I miss her
Only the speed of sound away,
But there’s something to having your sister at the speed of light away
Now we bond through exercising, she running, I’m cycling.
Quick likes to know we still persevering
Now we speak through stanza and prose
She the only one that can inspire me on that deeper lyric.

She is MY SISTER.

Nothing to say.
Nothing at all.
Just wanted to do something.
Something to excite you.

Hoping deeply.
With all I got.
That when you get notified.
It will get you hot.

There are no words here.
On this page is my heart.
Sending my emotion.
Pushing my beliefs.

Here and Now.
What you know bout
Making someone complete.
Be real. Give it your all.

Cause I got……
nothing to say.
Nothing at all.

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Your biggest fan
Here I am
Nothing will distract me
From helping you to see
Your potential is abundantly
So I am here just screaming
Your biggest fan

Your biggest fan
Here I am
Nothing will distract me
From helping you to see
Your potential is abundantly
So I am here just screaming
Your biggest fan

I see you, Even from a distance,
admire you with a subtle glance,
I’m out in the day light cheering
Quietly at night praying
That you have all you need
To fulfill your fantasy

Your biggest fan
Here I am
Nothing will distract me
From helping you to see
Your potential is abundantly
So I am here just screaming
Your biggest fan

Some days you hang your head low
Blindly staring out that window
Contemplating missed opportunity
Slowly sinking mentally
No need to worry
No need to care
if you need me I’m right here

Your biggest fan
Here I am
Nothing will distract me
From helping you to see
Your potential is abundantly
So I am here just screaming
Your biggest fan

There is so much to be proud of
It’s not in vain, you’ve given everything
You have the house, kids are growing
Everything was for a reason. Soon.
It will be time for you to enjoy
Your own season.

Your biggest fan, here I am…
Your biggest fan, here I am…
Your biggest fan, here I am…

Here I am…. just for you… there is nothing you cannot do….

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I would do anything to find that spot.
Relentless.
I will make you beg me stop.
Relentless.
I want to be your weakness.
Make you forget everything you had to do.

Relentless.
Ease your mind
Relentless.
Heal your soul
Relentless.
Energize your body
Relentless. Just you and me.

So focused on you.
As soon as you walk into the room.
Everything else must stop.
No phones.
No post.
No anything.
You are the most important thing in everything I do. I am relentless when it comes to you.

Relentless.
Ease your mind
Relentless.
Heal your soul
Relentless.
Energize your body
Relentless. Just you and me.

Tonight.
I saw you.
And I just knew.
I had to have you.
Think I love you.
Relentless.
Fearless.

Relentless.
Ease your mind
Relentless.
Heal your soul
Relentless.
Energize your body
Relentless. Just you and me.

You about to know how deep I can go.
in this space.
I will be up in your face.
Loving you forever.
Relentlessly.
Pleasing.

Relentless.
Ease your mind
Relentless.
Heal your soul
Relentless.
Energize your body
Relentless. Just you and me.

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Can I be that sunshine?
can I give you energy when it’s dark?
Can I be your morning spark?
Can I lift you up and let you shine?

Sunshine when you weak
Sunshine when you can barely speak
Sunshine when you are down
Sunshine when no one else is around.

Can I be that sunshine?
Can I be that warmth?
Can I help you see when you stuck?
Can I be that peace of mind?

Sunshine when you hungry
Sunshine through your misery
Sunshine nice and gently
Sunshine and chill

Can I be that sunshine?
Can I be your word?
Can I soothe what hurts?
Can I call you mine?

Can I be that sunshine?

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Sun rising through the clouds
It feels so loud
Hiding my eyes
From this beautiful sunshine
Don’t even know the time
Deep breathing
Crisp air is relieving
It’s purity
Fueling me

Fueling me
With all its energy
Metaphorically transcendent
Rising up the mountain high
Objectively choosing steps
Going for the highest high
Blindly following faith
Stand ready and braced
Guiding me without a trace

Guiding with without a trace
Thanking god for his grace
From this precious seed
Did I survive, destined to survive
Seeing so many fall
It’s why I’m here standing tall
In the prudence of hope
On the last rope

On the last rope
Speak with conviction
Winning wasn’t my intention
Just the evidence of ascension
Cannot remember every step
Put every effort into every step
Now I’m at the end of this
Six feet under all of it

Something about her voice, pure,
her words are my cure
Her style is right in my face, precise,
no time for this pace
I take my time, review every word,
she has the vision to see the whole world
Yet I know,
Yet I feel,
she needs more,
than I am able deal.

Will she stay,
Will she be here,
Will she remember how I feel,
Cause it aint about love,
but circumstance
All that I hope is for a chance

When she speaks, I smile,
when she breaths, my mind wild
Cant really describe the pleasure I feel,
something unique,
something so real
Its like I known her all of my days,
only been a week,
my mind a daze.
Yet I know,
Yet I feel,
what she needs I cannot fulfil.

Will she stay,
Will she be here,
Will she remember how I feel,
Cause it aint about love,
but circumstance
All that I hope is for a chance

Heard her sigh, the 100th time,
and I am the source, no lie
My words don’t match my action,
I’m being selfish, for self gratification
That Queen upon Her Thrown,
That Queen been holding down shit alone.
Yet I know,
Yet I feel,
if I can’t contribute it’s a done deal.

Will she stay,
Will she be here,
Will she remember how I feel,
Cause it aint about love,
but circumstance
All that I hope is for a chance

She said she’ll stay, but I wonder,
cause her potential, like thunder
What type of fool would I be,
to build road blocks to keep her with me.
At some point,
just one day,
she would wake up without me and won’t be lonely
Yet I know,
Yet I feel,
our interconnection makes life so real.

Will she stay,
Will she be here,
Will she remember how I feel,
Cause it aint about love,
but circumstance
All that I hope is for a chance

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It’s like Im watching, intently seeing you
Like we’ve been together for a long time
Like you’ve had enough for a long time
Now you making plans, that just involves you

Suitcase out, clothes folded, nothing left
Not even taking everything with you,
Not even keeping the words I sent you
My heart is aching like there’s been a theft

You just got here, things were clear,
Now I hear in your voice, there’s no choice
Now I hear in your tone, you already gone
And I don’t know what to do, just shed this tear

Phones ring, no answer, text sent, no response
Matter of a minute it’s a different real
Matter of time, before I feel
That anxiety, of you and me, planned out perfectly

Our situation, didn’t realize, it’s about compromise
Can you sense it, you by my side, it’s suppose to be,
Can you understand, I was created to be your man.
I know I can fix it, just let me look into your eyes.

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Ever felt like everything you believed was a lie
It’s like you realize now everything is real,
But you were living in a fantasy, not reality.
Now the reality that you see ain’t what you expected it to be.

Ever thought what if I changed that one decision in my life.
It’s like you associate your entire existence to one moment in time.
But that time is long gone and so now all you try to do is hold on.

Ever believed there is something better in this world.
Something inspiring, something serene, something that makes this insane world livable.
Something to wake up for. There just has to be more.

Ever thought about the future. And realized everything in your future doesn’t exist in your present. Ever realize that you just created another fantasy instead of living today.

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You flowing so effortlessly
Floating through my dreams
Interacting so delicately
Kissing gently
Can I see

We slowly walking intimately
Telling me all your dreams
Closer than close can be
Anticipating the future
Can I see

You casually grinding passionately
Loving that skin tenderly
Hardened and ready
Unzipping everything
Can I see

We aggressively intercoursing repeatedly
Sharing positions I ain’t never seen
Kissing into your energy
Pleasing that inner being
Can I see

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Slowly beating, that subtle pound

Constantly knocking that rhythmic sound

Knocking, knocking even though no one answers

Longing to be heard, yet never say a word.

Between those beats.  there is a woman’s heart that completed that symphony.  Each beat collaborating.  Each beat reciprocated, ending that lonely heart’s suffering.

Heart beat.  Heart beat for her.  Heart Beat. Heart beat for him.  Heart beat.  Heart beat together. rhythm flowing.  Constant pounding pushing blood specific places in expectation of inter-coursing.  Two heart beats, slowly becoming one.  Beating.  Beating. On love’s endless drum.

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Tongues are slick.   They can tell the truth or start on that bullshit.  Letting shit slip, being’s outward inner voice.  But the choice and placement of a word  can make a whole world heard.   Now you in the shit  cause that tongue promised me anything I want.

Eyes are mirrors.  Only showing a limited view of shit you already seen.  Then comes this unknown thang inspiring to my ears, writing my words I’m struggling to hear.  I need to see that thing that got my head fucked up.  Now you know you gotta give it up cause I can have anything I want.

Ears are cruel.  Selectively receiving things that selfishly make everything cool.   You know the shit you say ain’t right. Like that shit you said the other night.  Teasing me with soliloquies acting like you right up the street.   But if you was about that shit.  Bout that life.  You would be here RIGHT now giving me anything I want.

Skin is the tool.   Making my mind understand what my heart does feel. The swing of emotion, swaying away from devotion.  Yet every morning and every night them fingers still be texting.  But it’s like you afraid of this shit right here, and I can’t understand what’s real. Cause you PROMISED me anything I want.

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