Category: BlackLivesMatter

  • Starts With Me

    Starts With Me


    Staring into this subtle breeze
    Continuous cloud blocking the burning sun
    Endless green filling up the remaining scene
    Left to wonder, and understand this new summer.

    Thinking through these constant obligations
    Payments, commitments, deadlines, no time
    Every single day, less than 24 hours left
    Each and everyday 48 hours of things left

    In this crazy phase, not focused on anything
    Somehow floating in this hazy daze of everything
    Feeling empty, peacefully, breathing evenly
    Something familiar within this space

    Watching the sky move, while the bugs biting
    Life’s little annoyances, keeping me attentive
    The daydreams of a fantasy of what-if realities
    Approaching closely serenity and it all starts with me

  • Chaotic

    Chaotic


    Life’s simple phrases causes diluted faces
    Making crazy thoughts real, making me feel
    Can I feel free? Can I see something to feel?
    These crazy thoughts betraying my sanity
    Life’s pleasant season is my only reason
    For staying in this chaotic world.

    If things were real we would all see the same thing in the same way.
    This perceived world has so many fake pearls, in the beholders eyes, I behold more lies.
    And I seen my whole life in an unforeseen way just to make sure I can deal in this chaotic world.

    When I realized the sun never does rise.
    And I’m walking as a microorganism of an infinite wisdom.
    Talking through doors avoiding whores.
    Listening to the moons light as the world goes into deaths foyer.
    In this chaos, I see the chaotic chaos.

  • Grief

    Grief


    Midst of the grief
    Fighting the belief
    Everything has its place
    So must this pain
    In my face
    Pulling at me
    With every single breath
    Waking with tears
    My own dreams
    Perpetuating fears

    Deep into grief
    Asking questions rhetorically
    Only God can answer me
    Knees bend in pain
    Screaming to remain sane
    Replaying each scene
    Was it meant to be me
    Not accepting this destiny
    Fire keeps growing in me
    Afraid to sleep

    Alone in this grief
    Every grief opening
    Every single time
    I felt this pain
    Appreciating lessons
    Some told remain old
    Expecting something different
    Hard to bear this
    Praying for something
    Not even sure what yet

    Buried in grief
    Flowing through me
    Essence of everything
    Innocence was fleeting
    Unable to protect me
    Envied each day dream
    Thinking I’d be free
    I changed locations
    Escaped reality
    But it never left me

  • Releasing This Pain

    Releasing This Pain


    Releasing this pain
    The shadow of insanity
    It’s staring back at me
    Deciphering the past
    After action reviews
    Fishbones and 5-Whys
    Nothing comes through

    Releasing this pain
    But how’d I get here
    Could not predict this
    Feeling like a sickness
    Prevailing inside of me
    Ain’t no medicine
    No form of therapy

    Releasing this pain
    At the next sun rise
    Just tired of sinking inside
    Shoulders too worn out
    Can no longer hold out
    World pressing me
    Down on both knees

    Releasing this pain
    Shedding the deadness
    Tortured and bruised
    Need perseverance
    Time to stand up
    Got to get up
    Fulfill this destiny
    Let shine that God in me

  • Don’t Need to Survive

    Don’t Need to Survive


    don’t need to survive
    Just consume and resume
    Everything I already done
    Just keep rewinding
    Just keep repeating
    Relentlessly
    That’s all I have to do

    don’t need to survive
    Everything is repaired
    Everything is prepared
    No need to gather nuts and berries
    No need to hunt for sustainability
    Every time I need anything
    It’s right there for me

    don’t need to survive
    Just enjoy the fruits Of labor
    Not my labor, my time is billable
    No need for brick and mortar
    A few clicks and my day is over
    Talk the talk. Walk the walk.
    Finished before it’s even dark.

    don’t need to survive
    It’s like it’s all available to me
    I just need to pretend it’s all for me
    And even when it’s not for me
    I can even get a five year loan for free
    I call that the consumers destiny
    In debt for all eternity

  • Before The Sun Left

    Before The Sun Left


    Before the sun left
    I gave all that I had left
    No reason to hold on anything
    Time is lost instantly
    Income versus outcome
    Irrelevantly becoming numb
    Slowly accepting everything
    Achieving nothing

    Before the sun left
    I gave away all that I had left
    Holding onto material things
    Draining potential of offspring
    Suffering through differing thoughts
    Searching for that ideal spot
    Admiring the rear view
    Blessed given all I’ve been through

    Before the sun left
    I started believing with all I had left
    Hoping to see the next day
    Mindful of obstacles coming my way
    Seeking something innovative
    Keeping this life in perspective
    Launching ideas into the universe
    Quitting is the only curse

    Before the sun left
    Lost all I had left
    Riding into eternal abyss
    Praying not to reminisce
    Avoiding every pain of the past
    Asking vehemently for it to pass
    Slowly sinking from disgrace
    Peace achieved in this final resting place

  • All I have is tomorrow

    All I have is tomorrow


    All I have is tomorrow
    Nothing left in me today
    Wishing the earth moved faster
    Cause Of the pain of today
    The mirror showing me
    All that I am
    Lost in this space
    Did not finish this race

    All I have is tomorrow
    Today is already spent
    I’ve tried and I’ve tried
    Until I’m tired of tired
    What other way could I go
    Streets so quiet
    Like Feet against new fallen snow
    Left with nowhere to go

    All I have is tomorrow
    Every plan has failed
    Staring at the blueprint
    Second guessing what heaven sent
    Releasing what this world has meant
    Slowly thinking, about the next step
    Paralyzed in analysis
    Still cannot figure out what I missed

    All I have is tomorrow
    Cannot even sleep
    Waiting for the first hour to approach me
    Laying out something deep inside me
    Praying over this so I can believe in this
    Patiently waiting for this evolution
    Extracting the earths energy in one revolution
    Faithful for this solution

  • Hand

    Hand


    Hand against my forehead
    Wiping down my face
    Trying to erase all this disgrace
    Exhaling every past sin
    If God is God
    Why won’t God exist in me?

    Hand on my lower back
    Pushing out the stress
    This world on my neck
    Reaching for that medication
    No help from any of these relations
    They just assume expectations

    Hand wiping my eyes
    Surprised by these surprises
    This mirror looking right into me
    Recasted in tears just scare me
    Unexpected circumstances
    There are no fair chances

    Hand gliding across my cheek
    Trying to hide these tears
    Been keeping them in for years
    Uncontrollably controlling me
    If I was who I was I’d never be me
    No one is ever there for me

  • Half of Me

    Half of Me


    Half of a person
    Since I sensed my conscience
    That is the view of myself
    Even through every blessing
    Very sheltered upbringing
    There is a hollow being
    Knowing the origins of
    Only one side of me

    Half of myself
    Over the years
    Sporadically learning genetics
    Understanding, even without interaction
    Resembling a stranger’s actions
    Left in a sea of doubt
    Sorting manly feelings
    Without evidence of those feelings

    Half of me
    Enjoyed every minute in isolation
    Latch Keyed in
    Just me and pets as friends
    Rainy days the epitome of loneliness
    Not a real person in sight
    Now I seek solitude
    Even if I need to be rude

    Half of everything
    The concept is equivalency
    Hormones and chromosomes
    Creating a new being
    Conceptually perpetuating
    Every good quality of individuals
    With only one side
    lived as if I already died

    Half of it
    Glad I had it
    Every sacrifice she made for me
    Every dollar she wasted on me
    Every cry she comforted
    Regardless of the love I had
    Nothing can replace
    Wanting a dad

  • Peace

    Peace


    Peace
    Never ending pursuit
    Look up to the sky
    No obstacles
    No barriers
    Unlimited Opportunity
    Peace

    Peace
    Walk in the room
    Love in an embrace
    Warming fire place
    Satisfied desires
    Peace

    Peace
    Sanctuary of space
    Unowned last name
    Natural tongue
    Hands pocketed still live another day
    Equal chances
    Peace

    Peace
    Uncompromising Love
    Strengthened loving touch
    Embraced commitment
    Unyielding loyalty
    Unbridled support
    Peace

  • Just Enjoying This Space

    Just Enjoying This Space


    No work to do
    No appointments to make
    No meetings to go to
    Just enjoying this space

    No obligations
    No history
    No meals to make
    Just enjoying this space

    No plans today
    No songs to sing
    No words to say
    Just enjoying this space

    No things to clean
    No deals to make
    No repairs to make
    Just enjoying this space

  • Omega Land

    Omega Land


    At an early age, hoping for royal purple days
    Opening my eyes in the old gold sun,
    Praying to be bonded with the Sons of Thunder.

    The bond forged by a lighted thunderous night
    Young men rising intently focused on the light
    Striving against the darkest pit in pursuit of right.

    Five score and nine years of patience held me still
    Enduring blazing sand with nothing but will
    Blood, sweat and tears the only skill

    Enlightened from heavens gracious touch
    Destined to prevail ill fated circumstances
    Longing the reward of Omega Land

  • The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Maliciously opening up
    Every single opportunity
    Endlessly circling
    Spruce, Chestnut and Walnut street
    Feeling friendship at my feet
    Shared contributions
    Maintaining generationally
    Together let us live
    Together let us die
    Beholding The Mu
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Notoriously climbing
    Mountain scenery
    Happiest valley
    Created serenity
    Unwavering fraternity
    Strength protruding
    Combined into destiny
    Eight black men In the 1920s
    The paramount of Omega’s view
    The birth of Nu
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Audaciously intertwined
    Connected through the souls of 69
    Timeless challenges
    Even in defeat
    Sustained, conquering endlessly
    Midst of the challenge
    Tears of a fallen giant
    Never forgetting
    Aaron Loricks memory
    Alpha Eta from Genesis 8 to Infinity
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Gangsta Machine
    Lumbering through
    Never understanding
    Education Through simple punishment
    Until the punishment
    Increased my Ability
    Amplified my resiliency
    Now I’m remembering
    Things I barely even seen
    Gamma Mu’s reckoning
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Outrageously intense
    Instigating every hardship
    Fairly building kinships
    Ramming through every door
    Dare not say I want some more
    Intelligently articulating
    Every challenge that will beset
    There is nothing else on the table
    You give until you have nothing left
    Omega Delta’s savagery
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

    Nasty to the depth
    Family at its best
    Mountain momma
    Those Country roads
    The epitome of it all
    Is the ability to stand tall
    Through thunderous lighted nights
    You will not survive
    This glorious plight
    The resurrection happening subtly
    Cannot remember who I use to be
    Nu Zeta is the depth of me
    Of The Omega Psi Phi Fraternity

  • Show Strength

    Show Strength


    Show strength
    Through every weakness
    Accepting that I am
    Everything that I have done
    Molded through hardship
    Into what I’ve become

    Show strength
    Through every tear
    Releasing all I fear
    Uncontrollable circumstances
    Finding fake comfort
    loving fake romances

    Show strength
    Through the Earth’s rotation
    Defensively approaching situations
    The past me, has gripped me
    Presently not focused on me
    Praying seeds are blessed irrespectively

    Show strength
    Through every heartbreak
    Accepting quickly it’s for my sake
    Holding onto a finite being
    Prevents realization of the dream
    Reaching toward that infinite being

  • Sleep Away The Pain

    Sleep Away The Pain


    Sleep away the pain
    Please allow me to be me
    Escape this self caused misery
    Deepening in me
    This PAIN
    Won’t let me be
    Embarrassing to admit it
    Feeling convicted

    Sleep away the pain
    Longing for a time
    Where peace is mine
    Surrounded by opportunity
    PAIN let me free
    Why can’t I see
    A way without complicated belief
    Anything for a relief

    Sleep away the pain
    Without longing for toxins
    Let sleep be my serenity
    Closer than my own breath
    PAIN won’t let me rest
    Gripping my inner being
    Heart minimally beating
    Don’t even know what I’m seeing

    Sleep away the pain
    Reality proves me insane
    Hoping that faith will set me free
    Barely stay afloat in this
    Why am I remiss?
    Absorbing PAIN so closely
    Lord please forgive my envy
    Wishing pain wouldn’t control me

  • Depth

    Depth

    Depth
    Depth of eternity
    Discover my sanity
    Peace ignores me
    Evaded positivity
    Attracting empty

    Darkness surrounding
    Doubt engulfing
    Downwardly pressing
    Inevitably breaking
    Brace destroying

    Hope dissolved
    Freedom evolved
    Faith concentrated
    Love incinerated
    Light faded

    Striving bounty
    Screaming loudly
    Brightening cloudy
    Thinking profoundly
    Standing proudly

  • Elusive Fantasy

    Elusive Fantasy

    Feel deceived
    Rooted lies
    Wild mysteries
    Created faithfully
    Hoped dreams
    Elusive fantasy

    Prayer given
    Highest high
    Unconfirmed will
    Freedom nigh
    Lonely epitome
    Elusive fantasy

    Drowning desire
    Hearts fire
    Opened curiosity
    Deceits memory
    Life uncertainty
    Elusive fantasy

    Endless complication
    Voided communication
    Presumption guided
    Ambition yielded
    Aspiration halted
    Elusive fantasy

    Dream deferred
    Pacification inferred
    Purified belief
    Knee bended
    Optimistic relief
    Elusive fantasy

  • Talking Feels So Irrelevant

    Talking Feels So Irrelevant


    Talking feels so irrelevant
    When you know someone
    Is not listening
    But eyes cannot stop seeing
    You can show someone
    So much more
    Than you can ever tell them

    Talking feels so irrelevant
    When you know someone
    Does not hear you
    There is nothing more powerful
    Than a physical action
    As it gains traction
    Revolutionizing people into action

    Talking feels so irrelevant
    When you know someone
    Doesn’t even care
    At the heart of it all
    Is that final stand
    We will have to get it our all
    That final call

    Talking feels so irrelevant
    When you know someone
    Devalues who you are
    Ignoring natural bias
    This is more explicit
    Requiring something ruthless
    Leading to something senseless

  • Peace

    Peace

    Peace (1)
    Peace
    Never ending pursuit
    Look up to the sky
    No obstacles
    No barriers
    Unlimited Opportunity
    Peace

    Peace
    Walk in the room
    Love in an embrace
    Warming fire place
    Satisfied desires
    Peace

    Peace
    Sanctuary of space
    Unowned last name
    Natural tongue
    Hands pocketed still live another day
    Equal chances
    Peace

    Peace
    Uncompromising Love
    Strengthened loving touch
    Embraced commitment
    Unyielding loyalty
    Unbridled support
    Peace

  • Shouting for Peace

    Shouting for Peace

    Peace
    The world ever changing
    The core remains constant
    Illusion of human existence
    Peace and love non-existent
    Creating fantasies of peace
    Shouting for Peace

    Conflict after conflict
    Struggle upon struggle
    Fighting into fights
    Never an easy day
    Inappropriate desires
    Eluding to Peace

    Greedy motivation
    Fighting for peace
    Sheer irony of this peace
    Endless war from creation
    Violently taking everything
    Final blood shed, then claim peace

    Actors portraying peace
    Look into the mystery
    Accepting killing foreign lands
    Just not where I lay my head
    War is war, death is death
    Humans do not peace

  • True Power

    True Power

    BLM(1)
    True Power
    Is instigating two forces
    To intentionally collide violently
    And the only benefit is the violence
    Once it starts, that’s when the revelation starts
    The feeling, of how good it feels
    Finally having an outlet
    For every single bit of it
    Every time a tongue was held
    Every time a cheek was turned
    Every time it was encouraged
    That we remain meek
    Yet in some way
    We are still being controlled
    In some way

    True Power
    Is instigating people
    Creating an environment
    Where they have lost their consciousness
    Group them together
    And allow their collectiveness
    To dissolve any uniqueness
    More than a moth to a flame
    All you have to is light the flame
    And they were inadvertently
    Spread that flame proudly
    Yet in some way
    We are still being controlled
    In some way

    True Power
    Is instigating a revolution
    With the ideology
    That you will be on the winning side
    There will be sacrifices made
    Each side will lose something
    But in the end
    They’ll feel it was worth that something
    The endless battle for humanity
    When humanity is only a concept
    There isn’t a country on earth
    That has been humane
    Yet we claim we can achieve it
    And we believe it
    Yet in some way
    We are still being controlled
    In some way

    True Power
    Is instigating peace
    Accepting that we do not
    Have to compete
    The competition for food
    The competition for generations
    It is no longer needed
    Food is abundantly provided by the Earth
    Legacies are plentiful endlessly
    Yet we hold onto things differently
    Still living in an advance dichotomy
    Pretending that there is justice
    When there is none
    Because justice depends on who you are
    Therefore justice
    Is not for all of us
    Yet we still want people arrested
    And tried in a court of law
    Longing to believe in justice for all
    Yet in some way
    We are still being controlled
    In some way

  • We Are Not The Same

    We Are Not The Same

    NotTheSame
    The world will not change
    Until justice is the same
    That day when all criminals
    They are each treated the same
    When neither innocence nor guilt
    Removes our humanity
    Where the feeling of safety,
    Is not dependent on a demographic
    But for right now,
    We are not the same

    The world will not change
    Until beings become human
    And the collectivity of humanity
    It actually has meaning
    When economic growth
    Is not the goal of every person
    Where we seek to help someone
    That is less fortunate
    And Consistently help the unfortunate
    We are not the same

    The world will not change
    Until every parent has the same fear
    When your child leaves the house
    You can always have a tear
    At the sheer possibility
    That they will not return
    Thus mourning happens constantly
    As if they are already
    In an urn
    We are not the same

    The world will not change
    This is completely intentional
    The manifestation of the Magna Carter
    The evolution of a declaration
    We want to continually live
    Yet we were never really living
    As the fear of someone’s color
    Created and creates more fear
    Than a person with a loaded assault rifle
    I’m just stuck wondering
    How so many people
    Are afraid of skin color
    Cause if you look deeply
    We are all unique
    Those differences
    Are intended to contribute
    To our collective human race
    But instead we choose to cower
    In fear of a rebellion of the black race
    The sheer irony is,
    Have you ever heard a collective voice
    Even a demand for vengeance or reciprocity
    For the evil and immoral means
    Meant to cast people into desperation
    With so much God given ability?
    As we are expected to celebrate
    The same historical norms
    That enslaved black people for over 20 generations
    We are not the same

    The world will not change
    Until those flashing lights
    Creates the same anxiety with everyone
    Where back talking and disrespect
    Are the leading causes of arrest
    Where over inflated egos
    Leads to guns being drawn
    We forget those early days
    Telling children they are here
    To serve and protect
    At some point in a person of color’s life
    They become a threat
    We are not the same

    The world will not change
    The world will not change
    If we are unwilling
    If we are unable
    If we have no desire
    To change the current status quo
    Then I must believe
    That we believe
    This is the right approach
    If that is the case
    Apply the same case to everyone
    If justice is not blind
    Allow tyranny to be blind
    Cast the same pain
    Cast the same hurt
    Cast the same judgement
    On every single human being
    Regardless of their demographic
    Sadly, only at THAT point
    When we collectively feel THAT pain
    It would be considered tragic
    Suddenly, things would change
    But for right now,
    We are not the same

  • Thinking, Thinking, Thinking

    Thinking, Thinking, Thinking

    Fatherless(16)
    Thinking
    Thinking
    Thinking

    As if saying it repeatedly
    Somehow
    That would make it happen easily
    Thinking through options
    As if we have every option
    There is nothing more troubling
    Then considering an impossibility
    Yet we do it religiously
    Almost becoming paralyzed
    As if Medusa was in our sights
    We remain statuesque
    Allowing everyone to admire us
    While we stand there resembling
    Nothingness

    Thinking
    Thinking
    Thinking

    Flowing through our psyche
    We are more that what we seem
    Yet we become the essence of nothing
    We only resemble that hardened rock
    Only value is providing shadow
    As those traveling the path are weary
    We want to believe that thinking is tiring
    Just to validate our ability
    That we can take up space
    While not adding value to anything
    Nothing is changed by our inability
    Yet we claim victory

    Thinking
    Thinking
    Thinking

    When do we plan?
    When do we do?
    How long should we plan?
    How long should we do?
    Where should we go?
    When should we get there?
    What should we expect?
    What obstacles will we face?
    Where is the end?
    Where is the beginning?
    When do we start?
    Endless questions of nothing
    Will only lead to nothing

    Thinking
    Thinking
    Thinking

    Time passes by us
    Whether we are in motion
    Even if we are standing still
    That unforgivable second
    Doesn’t care about our will
    The intent of our thought
    Is only realized through our action
    That second we just lost
    Is just but a fraction
    But if all we do
    Is waste every fraction
    The derivative of that second
    Lost like subtraction

    Thinking
    Thinking
    Thinking

    We have thought enough
    To last a million life times
    Industrial revolution
    Outright crimes against humanity
    They have removed us
    From what we are naturally meant to be
    Doing all kinds of things
    Consuming discretionary consumables
    Endlessly forsaken our God given responsibilities
    Then claiming salvation for a resurrection
    Without changing any aspect of humanity
    The sheer revelation of blasphemy
    Living a life filled with thinking

  • Heard It

    Heard it said
    A few times
    That it was better
    Without a father
    No one to disappoint you
    No one to live up to
    Started to believe it
    It was a way through it
    But this hole in me
    It says something different

    Heard it mentioned
    I have a good life
    Not associated with
    Any negative statistics
    Fluid opportunities
    To be whatever I wanna be
    Travel endlessly
    It’s like saying I am filled
    But never had anything to eat
    Things are different for me

    Heard it discussed
    I am blessed
    God’s valiant of soldiers
    Endured hardships
    Never would have imagine this
    If I acted on the hate would I remiss
    Just imagined thoughts
    Trying to end these feelings
    Like imagining what you see of me
    Means that I am happy

    Heard it trivialized
    Do you need a specific gender in your life?
    Isn’t love enough to conquer bounds?
    Is happiness only culminated by opposites?
    Individually we can achieve anything.
    Success is only a plateau to the beginning.
    I readily get all that theory
    But only two people created ME
    One I know and love
    The other left me empty

  • Rhythms & Blues

    Rhythms & Blues



    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    All that pain
    That be on the news
    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    Primal fear
    Entirety of a society
    Tryna Kill Me

    Can’t walk in the store
    No longer welcome
    Hoodie covering my eyes
    Still handsome
    Just being low key
    Not tryna steal yo keys
    Just need a snack or two
    All of a sudden
    You shouting
    You screaming
    What did I even do
    Why I gotta get out
    Ain’t my money green too
    You keep yelling
    And let out that HULK MEAN
    You thinking I’m playing with you
    You pulling out on me
    Now you bout to see
    All this anger in me

    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    All that pain
    That be on the news
    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    Primal fear
    Entirety of a society
    Tryna Kill Me

    Innocent traffic stop
    Know I gotta stop
    Pull over nice and easy
    No need to be greasy
    Giving up the credentials
    On point is essential
    Now the dialogue begin
    I know we ain’t friends
    But I swear to God
    You tryna move me
    Make me something I’m not
    All kind of profanity
    Officer you need to stop
    Screaming so loudly
    Spit flying out your mouth
    I respond loudly
    Now your hands on me
    Like I did something wrong
    My demise in front of my own eyes

    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    All that pain
    That be on the news
    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    Primal fear
    Entirety of a society
    Tryna Kill Me

    The same song
    Stop resisting
    I’m not resisting
    Stop resisting
    I’m not resisting
    Stop moving
    You’re hurting me
    Stop moving
    You already got cuffs on me
    Shut your mouth
    You yelling at me
    He’s got a gun
    Never in my life
    Stay still
    Please, Somebody!
    Save me!
    From this murderous envy
    On my last breath
    Exhaled to my death

    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    All that pain
    That be on the news
    Want these rhythms
    Not these blues
    Primal fear
    Entirety of a society
    Tryna Kill Me

    #BlackLivesMatter #StopPoliceBrutality

  • Eternity

    Eternity

    Eternity of vengeance
    Lays beneath my skin
    Absorbing every pain
    Every situation I’m in
    Gently gliding fluidly
    Patiently feeling unity

    Eternity of envy
    Admiring possessive beings
    building their happiness
    Creatively framing this
    Projecting different opportunities
    Anxiety of empty dreams

    Eternity of forgiveness
    Voided understanding
    Impossibility treating you differently
    Imagining you weren’t damage
    Awoke inner savage
    Hardened into hatefulness

    Eternity of kindness
    Sweet summer breeze
    Surf rising below your knees
    Remembering the hatefulness
    Accepting gracefulness
    Rejecting the peace in this

  • Justice Ain’t Blind

    Justice ain’t blind
    Because it keeps picking me
    Without a hint of mercy
    In anything I see
    What is the hesitancy to start over
    If you can shut down and restart a team
    If you can shut down and reorganize a business
    What does it mean
    When people hold onto something
    That intentionally harms others
    But let some real shit go down
    And my own humbleness saves you
    Now we brothers

    Justice ain’t blind
    Just closes its eyes
    Can no longer be surprised
    By the filth and lies
    Which public office,
    Is not for sell
    You selling something
    If the basis of your decisions
    Are not based in right and wrong
    And morally, the kind of people
    We should be electing
    Should only be
    Those of the highest morale character
    If you’ve never given your last
    To a complete stranger in need
    You are not the leader
    That I will follow after

    Justice ain’t blind
    It is blatantly discriminate
    Not sure if I’m angered about how it treats me
    Or that we aren’t treated the same
    And if we can’t be treated equally
    at a higher level
    Should we be treated the same
    At a Lower level
    Let that baton beat everyone
    Right or wrong isn’t needed
    Just the terror that must be maintained
    To keep down the insurgents
    Through the free press
    They decided that enemy was foreign
    But the greatest threat is always internal
    The only issue is really about circumstances
    The reluctance to protect this land
    From all enemies foreign and domestic

    Justice ain’t blind
    This 20/20 vision
    Is literally what those original architects
    Wrote down and what they envisioned
    The plan was laid out clearly
    Leverage religious context
    Kill everyone freely
    Destroy everything in sight
    Until everything avails itself
    To everything that’s right
    They never imagined
    In their wildest dreams
    That their sons and grandsons
    Would let anyone else be free
    And to be honest
    That was never the real intent
    It was only to create a greater tax base
    It wasn’t about humanity
    But about the economy
    Whoever produces the most products
    Controls every product
    Thus controls the economy
    Sadly
    The Justice and Economy
    They were both for sale

  • CHANGE

    CHANGE

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    Those are two different things
    We get so hype
    We get so excited
    Just talking about change
    We get so comfortable
    We get so relaxed
    Just accepting the same
    We all naturally revert back
    To the same Ol’ thing
    If we talk
    But we don’t act
    What will really CHANGE?

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    Variations with different meaning
    Planing out something different
    But never actually moving
    Just Discussing freedom
    We’ve come to realize
    Most people don’t want to be free
    They want someone to tell them
    YOU ARE FREE
    They want someone to treat them as
    YOU ARE FREE
    But what are we willing to sacrifice
    TO BE FREE

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    That will never be the same
    Faith without works is dead
    Without the willingness to die
    For the cause we hold dear
    We will always be imprisoned
    It is all rooted in fear
    Yet we mobilize forces
    Globally to maintain
    What we call free
    But when we leave the house
    At the beginning of the day
    It’s only by chance we return
    The same way

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    It’s a mental barrier
    Equivalent to asking
    Could you use your left hand,
    Instead of your right?
    Whenever you write
    Or even better yet
    We all become Ambidextrous
    We cannot even fathom
    The focus to switch hands
    When we write
    But we want strangers,
    To start treating us RIGHT?

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    Big Eb told me
    We have to start working
    So it can start working
    And if we want change to exist
    We don’t have to look
    Any further than our own self
    It starts with simple things
    Like just getting in good health
    It continues with supporting those
    That support us
    It maintains with owning the things
    That are dear to us

    Saying we are going to CHANGE
    And actually CHANGING
    If we could just make it really plain
    We commercialized every holiday
    Independent from who?
    Independent from what?
    We can still are murdered
    If it were sincere, instead of fireworks
    We could physically make sure on this day
    That every single intent
    On that Declaration of Independence
    Applied to the least of us on this exact day
    And if it cannot be
    Then We The People
    Need to Declare a New Independence
    That applies to all of us

  • How Can I Explain This?

    Explain This
    How can I explain this to you
    If I don’t see you
    I don’t know what to do
    I’m lost without you
    please don’t ever do anything
    To keep me away from you

    How can I explain this to you
    Even staring at you
    Through the rear view
    Desperately holding
    Each and every image
    That is of you

    How can I explain this to you
    Eagerly tryna share
    The day aint complete
    Unless I see
    That beautiful face
    Drift off to sleep

    How can I explain this to you
    The deepest throws of insanity
    They lay in wait of me
    Yet I’d risk it all
    Just for an opportunity
    To feel you

  • After Dark

    COCO (1)
    It was an explosion
    of sudden furry
    As contemplation
    It engulfed me
    My imagination
    created desperation
    I could not see,
    senses left me,
    All that was left
    was a shadow of me

    That special tone
    on my phone
    familiar scene of elegance
    makes souls sing
    Instant connection,
    mutual attraction,
    eternal bond
    what is going on
    Can barely talk,
    Loving after dark

    Moaning that melody,
    frequency inspires me
    stay on mission,
    need that piece,
    no submission
    That powerful essence,
    It lured me,
    To endless fantasy.
    Fiending.
    Begging.

  • Fist Raised High

    Fist Raised High
    Fist raised high
    The current solidarity
    Beyond anything
    I have ever seen
    People that look like me
    People that don’t
    Standing for a remedy
    There is so much
    That I want for us
    But on this Juneteenth
    I just need opportunity

    I just need opportunity
    One day to walk free
    Void of the anticipation
    That law enforcement
    Will execute my death penalty
    While I’m just jogging home
    While I’m just sleeping in a car
    While I’m just tryna to relax
    While I’m playing in a park
    While I’m just leaving a store
    While I’m just earning a living
    Expecting me to be of peace
    While you have consistently
    And constantly
    Badger me

    Badger me
    Since I was but a youth
    Catch and release
    Was such a common truth
    Maintaining superiority
    Every step was planned
    Generational perpetuating
    The psychology of slavery
    Within a walk of fence in sight
    Trapped
    Each and every night

    Each and every night
    The fury yet builds
    No longer have anxiety
    An expectation of being killed
    Watching you intently
    Following in the rear view
    Maintaining my speed succinctly
    I know how you do

    I know how you do
    Lights start to flash
    No siren is needed
    I seen you on my ass
    Turn on the blinkers
    Turn on every car light
    Keyfob on the dashboard
    All windows rolled down
    Only answered what is asked
    Respond to every command
    Speak clear and concisely
    Avoid all ambiguity
    Gun still drawn
    Approaching my blind spot
    Any movement
    And I’m shot
    Pressure is immense
    However the saddest part
    It’s routine
    Accepting the bullshit citation
    I know I’m clean

    I know I’m clean
    Still treated instantly
    Like I’m actively
    Committing a crime
    With all these years of school
    With all this knowledge I was given
    I’m more insulted
    That if I did a crime
    You think that you’d catch me
    I’m on a different type of power move
    Influence the influencers
    Controlling their next moves
    All done openly at midday
    Standing tall
    With the world before me
    Freedom is coming
    One day, finally
    Fist raised high

  • Give Me Free

    GiveMeFree
    Give me free
    No other people
    Have seen such travesty
    Experienced
    Every single layer of slavery
    Even
    Being hunted
    While we are free

    Give me free
    Could I have but one guarantee
    Just want to know
    What it’s like
    To walk and live free
    To have every opportunity
    Where skin color is not a crime

    Give me free
    Without a single chain
    No fences in sight
    I was still your slave
    Now that I want to be free
    Already proven
    Commitment to humanity
    Why do you desire superiority?

    Give me free
    Allow love to propagate
    Seeing every eventuality
    Recognizing our destined fate
    Socially acceptable to destroy me
    You’ll keep pushing
    Until you are no longer free!

  • Left Me Hollow

    Left Hollow
    Each day feels more draining
    That negativity holding onto me
    Is easier to release
    Whenever it is raining
    Staring into a cloudy sky
    Life graciously passing me by
    The nerve of me
    Introducing children to this
    My only sanity
    I know they will see a future
    My eyes will never see
    All of the uncertainty
    Difficult to follow
    Left me hollow

    Keeping the same song on repeat
    Not for entertainment
    Just need it for consistency
    That nagging feeling
    Seeing everything come to reality
    That I have always been feeling
    Although I have seen people
    Hurrying about
    Until those shots rang out
    Dead bodies falling
    Unbraced to the ground
    Seen people struggling
    Just to get free
    In all those other deaths
    I never saw me
    What happened to that man
    Somehow became an Apollo
    Left me hollow

    Frozen in this fraction of time
    Lack the capacity and the tools
    To just unwind
    To just empty everything in me
    To just breathe in a succinct fashion
    Ironically traumatized with each breath
    Yet I am the one still able to breathe
    Yet leaving in a state of desperate misery
    Yet knowing it ain’t all about me
    Being supportive of the seeds development
    Watching with pride without any hesitation
    Doing my best not to interfere
    Cause the reality is very clear
    I couldn’t fix not one bit of it
    I can say I tried, but did I really
    Claim to be willing to do a lot things
    But I still have that slave name
    Still haven’t given every sacrifice
    Still here waiting for someone else
    This emptiness is hard to swallow
    Left me hollow

    Then I look up to my surprise
    The eldest seed is leading things
    Barely old enough to drive
    But easily enters situations
    Without a fear for himself
    The constant protector
    With a gentle touch
    Without those seeds
    I would be lost in this world
    The guilt leaving me
    That I brought them into this world
    Knowing that their achievements
    Will far surpass my own
    I will be able to leave this Earth in peace
    With the gratitude
    That I will leave completely empty
    As they take over and excel
    Where I had no remedy
    Their galvanizing aptitudes
    So easy to follow
    Left me hollow