Tag: Poem

The night breeze
Speaking to me
And I’m feeling a different energy
Not the normal freakness it’s meekness
Something controlling every bit of me
Need to recover and get back to being me
But I can’t stop this weakness

That night breeze
Whispering to me
Telling me about this fantasy
From the roof of the high rise
Down to the white sandy beach
Suppose to be you and me

The night breeze
Singing to me
With every wave I feel pain strangling me
I cannot figure out what to do
When the sun is out it’s a love spree
But the moonlights my worst enemy
What is happening, this pain I’m going through

The night breeze
Opening my soul
Trying to fight it, need to console
Watching the moonlight
Wondering how it conquered my soul
Why aren’t we together, need that goal
Need something to make this alright

The night breeze
Providing love
Finally feeling like heaven above
Loving all of this, especially that soft kiss
Dreaming about everything I’m proud of
And I can feel your warm soft love
I’d do anything for you to keep this bliss

Not sure when that feeling hit
Can’t remember how I got in this shit
That longing of the endless dreams
Chasing everything it seems
Anticipating that want of bliss
Right before the first kiss
From the stars above
Loving love

Immaterial though it maybe
I believe with everything that’s in me
Love is the purest purity of the darkest night
Love is that victory in a midst of plight
Selfishly it is a punishing reminder
Human tendencies can’t find her
The duality of pain and defeat
That void of feeling underneath
From the night above
Loving love

Yet infrequent openings of the heart
Lead forgetful minds to the same damning start
If only love were love without a love
Then maybe, loves pain we’d never hear of
But that loving love we seek,
It’s only promise is to make us weak
Somehow we forget who we are
Somewhere we lose what has brought us this far
If only. If we could.
If loving love were the cure

Muse me
Move me
With one word I’m absurdly moved
Start writing randomly tied things
Writing and writing damn if I could sing

Move me
Groove me
Now that thought is thinking
Imaging differences those individualities
Thinking. I’m thinking. Elevating

Groove me
Muse me
Be that that, that always does its thing
That thing making my mind an infinite thing
That that, that makes me love over and over again

EVERY time i see you,
i want to interact with you,
touch you,
hear your voice.
i just need to remain an intricate cog in your life.
a symbiotic part of your soul.
yet when i see you,
i feel this invisible shield,
that keeps me from taking hold.

EVERY time i see you,
i lose focus on places i should be,
commitments i have made.
i just want and need to know we are in the same place,
mentally focused in our respective areas,
working toward the same goal.
a critical part of each others thoughts. destined for increase.

EVERY time i see you,
i long for your touch…
yesterday I had memories of YOU cutting my hair,
of YOU giving me pedicures,
of YOU just exposing my thoughts to new visions and positions.
yet i know we are not who we were,
we are who we are,
but the feeling i long for is the same…
that touch of you.

EVERY time i see you,
i think of those moments of the past,
of unsolicited affection in my direction aimed for ego to behold.
I remember the first hug at PHL,
when you held me as if you needed me….
and I have been on a high ever since…
never felt love like that from anyone….
and i love feeling that of love from you.

EVERY time i see you, i want YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i love YOU.
EVERY time i see you, i need YOU.

I woke up just wanting to be close to YOU….
I stared and stared, thinking staring, would wake YOU….
I stared and stared, hoping my thoughts would reach YOU….
I focused on just being close to YOU….
I focused on being the first sight for YOU…
I thought if I thought long enough I could feel YOU….
I thought if you could sense me I could enter YOU….
I feel your hands on me, and I know YOU….
I feel your heart pound, and I truly see YOU…
I ………………………………………………….YOU
I ……………………………………………YOU
I …………………………………..YOU
I ……………………………YOU
I…………………YOU
I ………YOU
I …. YOU
I♥YOU

Dear Sweetie,
You don’t know me
I been here, going through
The motions, the fears, the tears
It’s all I could manage,
Sitting here
Waiting for you

Dear Sweetie
In my mind
You are obviously
The right choice,
Subtle and powerful choice
Constantly I improve day by day
Knowing you’ll come my way

Dear Sweetie
Dreams come true
Circumstances create opportunity
Now I’m bumping into you,
Cannot ever let it go
Dear Sweetie.

Everyday a good morning
Only cause I say it to you
Have to admit
Got a crush on you
Love to check on you
Love the pic
I saw of you

Everyday that picture
It inspires me
Staring into your eyes
Like the high school me
This crush is real
Trying to make you see
I need you with me

Everyday you feel good
I feel good too
When you’re in pain
I feel that pain too
If you can’t figure out
I gotta crush on you
Do it all for you

Everyday I remember
That very first day
I can see the whole scene
It plays out so slowly
Seeing your face
And I just knew
I was on the chase

Everyday I think
What did I do
Time passing in a blink
Am I doing enough for you
If I had time back
What would I do for you
Make sure you knew
That I love you.

These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
Without you

This highway so lonely
Vehicles flying right by me
Concentration lost me
Gentle rain consumes me
Guided blindly
Expecting something new
The answer so subtly
Yet I know what to do
Refusing to leave you

Slowly exiting the freeway
Don’t know which way
I should even go
Mind so convoluted
It’s what I’ve concluded
Green light blaring
Just not caring
Foot stuck on this brake
Nothing more I can take

Finally seeing something
That’s looking kinda familiar
This place we use to go
Enjoying early evenings
Slow music flow
For some reason
Landed on me real slow
How long it’s been
Now we at an end

These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
These voices keep telling me
That I need to believe
In something differently
But I don’t know what to do
Without you

Vail protecting chastity
All I’m doing is imaging
Our whole life together
I believe in us
This day was made for us
Your beauty,
its tempting me
Making me lose my civility
I wanna scream your name
I need you to know I love us
This day was made for us

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

This is the beginning,
And I’m here with you
and I’m serious
I will forever Love,
everything about you
You are everything
This day was made for us
Believe in this us
With everything you trust
We are going to be together
Forever and forever
And even through the stormy weather

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

Walking through the processional
Family and friends looking on with love
Realizing the final love dove
And hoping with every bubble in the air
That we will always be there
Together for every
Just like on this very day
Loving forever in every single way
Jumping over this broom
Landing in married bliss
Sealed with this kiss

I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss
I’ll say I do
You’ll say I do
Wedded bliss
Sealed with our first kiss

Words are used
In compelling moods
Leveraged to exaggerate
Solidifying circumstances
But I’m digging deeper
That context is what I’m after
Not a formality
When I use it
That word friend
Seldom use it
Friendship that eternal bond.

Friendship’s severe requirements
it’s a self reflection
Who you claiming to be
When I needed you
You was nowhere
Don’t call me a friend
Just say that’s some dude
Cause when shit go down
Cannot depend on you
If hell is hot
Earth is nuclear catastrophe
You only a friend when you are in need

Growing up with friends
How many of us have them
Even back then only knew of
1 or 2 that would be down
Five finger discount
Creeping around their back door
Ain’t too many you can
Rely on from the door
When someone want to leave
I have learned to let them go
A few unreturned phones calls
That’s it for me, gotta go
No need to look back
No need to offend
Wasn’t really a friend

The truth is not told
Outta the mouths of witnesses
It’s in the actions of the participants
If there is anything I can do
And lose you, you was never here
Not sure why you bothered
Cause I’ve always been solo
Since I lost my father
I use to loss, breath rejection
No longer wasting time on reflection
Move on. Move up
True friendship I trust.

Stuck in this
mass hysteria
Cause now,
for some reason,
Can’t even hear ya
So much going on
So much confusion

Stuck in this
Meaningful feeling
Surrounded by
Meaningless words
Crazy delusions
Creating gaps
More confusion

Stuck in this
Missing every minute
Thought I was safe
When I was up in it
Life’s illusion
Nothing but
Greater confusion

Existing in this moment
Lost for a moment
Forget every moment
That I loved for a moment

Slowly crying out this fear
So tired of this fear
Avoiding life in fear
Losing everything through fear

Understanding every time
That I wasted so much time
Remember counting each time
That I lost every time

Slowly see things differently
Shall I contemplate differently
Life hitting me differently
Resurrecting new beginnings differently

Existing in Earth’s moment
Breathing but a moment
Feeling every moment
Loved that moment